Forgiving wasn't as easy as people thought. Especially if past events had hurt you so deeply that they were unforgettable, it was not easy at all. Part of me desperately wanted to forgive Demir, but the other part just couldn't. I didn't want to divorce him because I was in love. Yet, his words and actions were always on my mind. I was at a loss for what to do.
I couldn't believe Demir could love someone and make them happy, so I never thought my love, which started as platonic, would be mutual. That's why I was so confused. Sometimes my hopeful heart was so sure it would be broken again that it surprised me.
Towards the evening, Elfin had left. Betül stayed with me. I had spent most of my day sleeping. I was tired. Demir hadn't come at all during the day. I was the one who drove him a
