Demir Disappointment… Feeling it to my core, as I questioned why this was happening, why I was living this moment, I realized that my breath was becoming more and more labored with each passing second. As I looked at the roses slipping away from my hands, they too had lost their meaning. Alya, like those roses, had also slipped away. Chastising myself internally, I couldn't understand what was happening. What was happening to me? Why was I overflowing with these feelings? Why was Alya's love for someone else confusing me so much? Even though I kept threatening her, saying 'you belong to me,' her heart had flown elsewhere. She had lied to me again. She said she didn't know that man, but she did. Disappointment and anger accumulated inside me. Together, they were a force that could wr

