Her Broken Mind...

chapter 2

The first one I met was Ryan he was handsome he had dark brown hair, piercing blue eyes, and a wicked smile that reached them. But I wasn't me, I couldn’t be me, they wouldn't want me, they wanted Jez. So here Jez was ready to play. We had grabbed a coffee at a local shop, and we were flirting and laughing, talking for over an hour about music, tv shows, books, and films. Jez slowly looked down and then looked up, looking at his eyes through her long lashes, and smirked at him. "So you like a challenge, do you?" Raising her eyebrow at him, ready to issue it. He chuckled and said, "Only if the reward is worth it" matter of factly. Jez grinned at him and leaned in closer to him as she whispered with a purr "catch me and you'll see" as she pecked him on the cheek and playfully ran away. Sge was giggling with excitement as the games began. He chased, being much faster than her and grabbed her by the waist and lifted her up, and turned her around as she squealed exhilarated. He leaned in chuckling and whispered in a deep husky voice "I caught you so what's my reward" Jez leaned in and slowly kissed him placing her hands round his neck as he pulled her by her hips closer to him deepening the kiss as they pulled apart breathless. He looked hungrily at her as his blue eyes darkened and his smile teased she looked up at him and c****d her head to the side as she purred using her index finger to idley brush against the buttons of his soft shirt "so.... my place or yours?" as she bit her lip, looking him through her lashes. Desire clear on her face.

He pulled her closer again and kissed her softly and whispered "mine".

As we got back to his, my mind raced. I hadn't been touched for 2 years and 9 months. But I wasn't me. I was Jez. And Jez was horny. As he opened the door, she pushed him against the wall and kissed him. He pulled her deeper into the kiss, lifting her as she wrapped her legs around him he carried her to the bedroom, never once breaking the kiss. Feeling his member protruding through his jeans, she arched against it, feeling it press against her s*x. Wrapping her legs and arms around him she quickly rolled and was on top of him as she broke from the kiss she coyly smiled down at him as she achingly slowly unbuttoned his shirt and began to trail kisses down his chest as she came back up to kiss him he looked at her like a goddess so hungry to touch her body he pulled her top off and discarded it across the floor as he gasped at her breasts firmly cupped in a black lacy bra he pulled them free as his face raised to suck, lick and at nip her n*****s growing hard beneath his wanting mouth she let a moan escape her lips as she trailed her fingertips slowly down his abdomen to his hips as she unbuttoned his jeans and pulled them free he kicked them off as his fingers found his way slowly achingly up her leg past her skirt and circled around her c**t through her black lace panties as his continued assault on her breasts continued she moaned wanting more. He used his free hand to pull her panties down as she kicked them off and he plunged his finger inside her already wet, moving slowly in and out building to a pushing rhythm as she grasped his full erect member pulsing in her hand gliding up and down on him as he inserted a second finger she gasped as he pushed through into her folds as he whispered huskily "your so tight" fumbling she reached with her freehand and grabbed the condom as she opened it and placed it on him she hovered above as she slowly lowered herself onto him gasping as she felt so full. She had to adjust and rewelcome his member into her. Feeling incredulously full, she gasped.

Moving slowly, she began to grind her hips against him, his hands moving to her hips to thrust deeper into her. Their joined moans growing louder as she began to move faster and he began to thrust harder beads of sweat soon glistening from both of them as they unleashed themselves fully enjoying eachother he pushed himself up and pulled her in for a kiss as she continued to ride faster both of them becoming breathless as they continued. her skirt hitched up, and he grabbed her ass to pull himself in deeper, eliciting a loud moan as she began to spiral. As she peaked and reached her orgasum, feeling her grip around his sensitive shaft as it rolled through her, he climaxed moaning "oh yes! Oh Jez, " as his seed weeped into the condom.

She rolled off of him breathless legs, still shaking as she came down from her orgasum. He cuddled up to her stroking her long, now messy hair content. Remembering him calling out Jez as he climaxed and not my name reminded me that it was Jez that he wanted not me, and like a splash of cold water washing over me, I instantly felt self conscious I began to move and gather my discarded clothing beginning to attempt to start getting dressed. He sat up, looking at me completely satisfied with a smile on his face. "Where you going, babe?" He asked as he saw me starting to begin putting my clothes back on he jumped up and pulled me back onto the bed. I'm cold now, I said, hoping to cover myself, and he chuckled, okay, get under the covers then. I obeyed as he snuggled against my still naked skin. He gently kissed my bare shoulders and began to drift off to sleep content.

He was like a boa constrictor wrapped around me as I began to try to wriggle out of his grip. I couldn't stay the night. The sitter would want me to pick up my daughter soon so as I grabbed my clothes my phone and bag I looked back at the beautiful man laying peacefully asleep i had to be quiet as not to wake him. But i also had to get home. Our date had begun at 430pm, leaving time for dinner after if we clicked. Or so he thought. felt guilt for using him. As I left I looked at my phone 11:30pm. Loads of texts waiting for a reply my mission came back to me, and the guilt had slowly washed away. Repling to several texts as I waited outside for my ride. I yawned. I was exhausted, and despite my exhaustion, I felt good. I felt new muscles I didn't even know existed within me, clenching and throbbing. As the taxi driver arrived, he saw me in my dishevelled state holding my phone and bag as he winked at me and with a chuckle. "Take it, you had a good night, then?" I flushed. Was I that obvious? And I just curtly nodded my head at him. We picked Lily up, and from there, the drive back was quick. But as I approached my front door carrying my daughter asleep on me, my lungs burned from the walk up the stairs as my phone buzzed continuously, and I knew that I had to do this. I had to be beautiful. Besides, Ryan doesn't want me, not the real me. He wants Jez. They all want Jez. And Jez wanted them. All of them.