Her Broken Mind...

chapter 3

The next day I woke up as a flood of texts came through from Ryan.

"Where are you x?"

"Why did you leave?"

"Did last night mean nothing to you?"

"I thought this was going to be more than a casual hook up?" I felt guilt I never said it was anything more but clearly he had thought so. I didn't know what to do. I couldn't be with him he knows me as Jez and besides it's not me he wants it's Jez. I took a deep breath. I ignored my phones constant buzzing from all the guys texting from the stream as I started to get dressed and ready for the day.

I had a shower and when I got out drank my slim fast, then brushed my teeth and done my hair in a high bun with two loose tendrils framing my face. And put some eyeliner and lip gloss on. It wasn't great but it will do. I pinched my cheeks as I was pale. I had no clue how to use foundation and I was not about to try to learn now.

As I finished getting ready I heard my daughter start to stir and went into the kitchen and made her breakfast. It was just another day. After her breakfast I got her ready for school and took her in. The teachers gave me compliments. It was odd. I mumbled thanks and hunched over looking at the ground as I rushed to get out of the grounds. I had a date lined up for this morning. Going back over through the texts I remembered that I had left Ryan on read. s**t. My brain cursed at me.

I replied back.

"I'm sorry, I'm just not ready for a commitment"

That should be good enough. Jesus it was only one date.

Scrolling back through the texts I came to the date I was meeting today. Jack. Hmmm I began to think he was nice interesting funny. Looked smart. Very much out of my league. But not even close to the major's in Jez's league. I took a deep breath. Game on.

She walked with purpose her hips swayed to a rhythm only she knew and as she walked to the door he rushed to hold it open for her. She smirked at him smuggly "Gee thanks I'm such a silly little girl, I couldn't have possibly figured out how to open that for myself" her voice was sweet and teasing and he blushed.

"Aww look cats got your tounge" Jez teased him as his gaze met hers. And she lowered her gaze and said in a low seductive tone "although I think we could find a better use for it"

He blushed furiously and she smirked at him.

"Aww come on Jack with all your texts who would have thought you so quiet and shy" he chuckled and smirked back at me. "I'm sorry I was just caught off guard, you look even better in person" his voice trailed as he looked over my black partially unbuttoned shirt and tartan skirt. I giggled "ah so a cat did catch your tounge just a different kind of one" I looked at him properly. He was tall 6ft 4 easy and had sandy brown tousled hair with deep brown eyes and a strong jawline with a clean trimmed beard. He looked good. I drank him in as our drinks came over. He perked up as he saw me jiggle with excitement over the prospect of a decent latte. The place that Ryan chose was terrible and I knew this place was good. Jack chuckled more to himself than anything but I looked at him puzzled "what's so funny?" I quipped he smiled at me and lowered his voice "I hope you look that excited as you bounce on my c**k later" Jez bit her lip and grinned at him "oooh spicy I like it good thing I'm not wearing any underwear" I lowered my gaze as I whispered in his hear and gently kissed his neck as I leaned back into my chair and sipped my latte his eyes popped and lit up like Christmas had come early.

We didn't do much talking we drank our drinks and he held the door open as we walked out rolling her eyes as we went we headed to his car and got in 10 minutes later we was at his and she was pushed against his door as he circled his fingers against her s*x kissing her moans escaping her lips he opened the door and dragged her through to his bedroom and bent her over as he kissed his way down her now shirtless back as he pulled her skirt up and his tounge made contact with her sweet spot she moaned pushing back into it as he licked her full slit pushing his tounge inside she moaned grinding her hips against his face she climaxed her legs shuddering in ecstasy. As she felt herself build again she turned around suddenly wanting to ride him. But he wasn't finished yet he pushed her back pushing her legs in the air as his tounge explored all of her slit and futher. She gasped and shook as she orgasumed and her juices soaked his face. In a mind blowing orgasum.

Lost as the waves continued to roll over her he grabbed the condom and linned himself up with her weeping slit. He thrust into her with force and she cried out in pleasure "ah oh yes" she moaned incoherently as he built on his already punishing rhythm her legs shock and the force of her orgasum pushing him out she took the opportunity to grab him and kiss him as she pushed him down and rode him hard and fast beads of sweat soaked through her hair just as beads of sweat had ran down Jack's back as her orgasum built again she clenched around him unable to force him out he gasped and moaned as she picked up rhythm and speed panting and moaning together they both climaxed and she collapsed on top of him breathless and shaking. She woke to him stroking her hair as the alarms to go to the school run went off.

"Ah crap." She panicked picking up her clothes putting them on in a rush. "Why you rushing Cinderella?" He joked in a low voice trying to distract her. "School run" she says "can't be late" as she's buttoning her shirt. And grabbing her bag.

He nods just accepting it like he figured that's why the early morning and looks at her grabbing his keys "You won't be late slow down I can do with another coffee anyways and I'm sure you want your latte" she smiles "that's sweet thankyou" we drive to the coffee shop and as we arrive I've fixed my hair as best I could. He runs in whilst I fix my makeup and as I'm just about presentable he brings me my latte. "Thankyou again" she smiles at him he laughs and looks at her and smirks "so would you like to do this again?" My smile falters and he looks hurt "I don't ummm want anything serious" I explain and state at the same time and he looks at me carefully. "Ok" he grins "friends with benefits it is" she chuckles "works for me".