I felt lost. Without Jez constantly there ready to come and take my place like I had gotten used to I became withdrawn. I started thinking about dating again to see if I could meet someone to start a family with. I text pc Alex Carter for the first time in months and he replied instantly which shocked me. We arranged to go for a meal Friday evening. And when Friday came around Jez finally appeared, begging me not to go. She said it didn't feel right. But I ignored her she had ignored me for weeks and now she chose to speak up. To late.
Me and Alex went on our date which went really well. He seemed charming, funny and kind. As he kissed me goodnight he said "maybe we could see eachother again soon?"
I paused and replied "sure, just text me and we can find another day or evening?" He nod
