They say in moments that test you, that you find out who you truly are. It was my fault. I knew it was Jez had warned me but I'd paid her no mind. As I stood in my room with my towel around my body Karla tried to reach me but I wasn't there anymore. I was staring at my bed reliving every moment over and over again. Tears streamed down my face. The crumpled bedding telling a tale of every moment. Karla looked and saw exactly what I was seeing. The blood spots from where Jez had saved me. The taste metallic in my mouth still. Jez's anger was still palpable. In that moment Karla went to my cupboard pulling out fresh sheets, pillowcases and bedding. Beginning to change them she was saying over and over "you're going to be okay." But in that moment I couldn't see how I could ever be. My body wa
