chapter 30
Every waking day began to feel like an infinite nightmare. I was scared of anyone who came to close. Only Lily, Warren and Karla could be close to me the days seemed longer as each night I struggled to sleep. From fear of seeing his face in my nightmares once again. I had been cancelling Dr Black everyday the idea of a man being near me seemed to much to bear. The irony was not lost on me. I had lost the woman I loved because I wanted to give my daughter a brother and now I couldn't stand to be touched let alone begin to even conceive the notion of allowing another man to enter me. Dr Black was relentless trying to convince me to allow him to see me. But I knew I couldn't put him off forever. It was Monday morning and once again I was preparing for the school run when the call came.
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