" Before the escape Within :9 PM"
Night had descended over the city, wrapping it in its dark shroud, yet in Zara’s room, a dim light trembled — flickering like the restless storm inside her. She had always been silent, as if speaking was a crime. But within her lived a scream — a scream buried for years, now clawing its way to become words.
Once again, fear glimmered in her mother’s eyes tonight… and from beyond the door, the muffled laughter of her brother’s friends seeped into the air.
"How long will you keep enduring, Zara?" — her heart asked for the first time.
She had always believed that men decided everything — that women were meant to accept. But now there was a burn in her veins. She no longer wanted to cry… she wanted to write her questions. This night was the end of her silence — and the beginning of something new.
Hours bled away, drop by drop. Her thoughts clung to her like chains. Old wounds do not heal overnight. A few tears slipped from her eyes, mourning the disgrace carved into her soul. Sleep was far, far away. She feared sleeping. She feared the dreams that awaited her there.
And so the night passed… until the first light of morning crawled in. Zara rose and locked herself in the bathroom. The cold splash of water could not wash away the heaviness on her face.
Descending the stairs, she saw her mother — Farzana Begum — setting the breakfast table. At the sight of her daughter, Farzana froze for a moment. Zara’s face was pale, her eyes swollen and red — telling the silent tale of a sleepless night. At nineteen, Zara was beautiful, her fair skin and striking eyes enhanced by a painful depth that only she and her mother understood. Farzana’s heart clenched; she wished she could unsee the truth behind those eyes, the truth that kept her awake, too.
Akram, Zara’s father, sat at the table, reading the newspaper as he sipped his tea. Without looking up, he remarked,
"What’s this state you’ve been keeping yourself in these past days?"
Zara forced a faint smile. “Exams,” she murmured, a ready-made excuse. She took two or three reluctant bites of bread, unable to stomach more. She couldn’t endure their eyes, their questions.
Leaving the table abruptly, she returned to her room.
From the depths of her wardrobe, she retrieved a phone — one she was forced to keep, given to her against her will. It was her unwilling secret-keeper. If she hadn’t accepted it… things might have been far worse.
As soon as she switched it on, it beeped. A message flashed on the screen from an unknown number:
"Lately, baby, you’ve been avoiding people like us. But tell me, how long can you keep this up? You know I understand you very well. Tonight, 9 p.m. — it’s been too long since I last saw you. Come quietly and do as I say… or you know exactly what I’m capable of. Right?"
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Zara sank onto the edge of her bed as if her legs no longer belonged to her.
Her body trembled, not with the kind of shiver that comes from a cold wind, but with a deep, invisible quake that began in her bones and spread to her very soul. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a wild, desperate rhythm that felt as though it would shatter her chest.
She had never thought this day would come.
She had never imagined her secret could be dragged into the light so quickly, so ruthlessly.
Inside, she was collapsing, folding into herself like a fragile paper figure crushed by an unseen hand.
The sound of her own sobs threatened to spill into the air, so she pressed a cushion to her mouth. The muffled cries filled her ears. Her breath came in uneven bursts shallow, jagged, as though even the air was reluctant to stay inside her.
"Will my honor my father’s honor… be dragged through the dirt now?"
The question echoed in her head like a curse she couldn’t unhear.
"No… no, I won’t let it happen. I can’t let it happen."
Her hands, cold and trembling, reached for the phone on her nightstand. The screen lit up in the dark room, washing her tear-stained face in pale light. Her thumb hovered for a moment, then pressed the w******p icon.
There it was.
The chat.
The chain of messages she wished she could erase not just from her phone, but from time itself.
A sharp beep broke the silence of the room. Her stomach twisted when she saw the name flash on the screen.
Usman
"Heyyy jaan… are you missing me? We haven’t even started yet…"
Her fingers shook so badly she could barely type.
"Why are you doing this? What do you want from me?"
The reply came almost instantly, as though he’d been waiting for the question.
"Ufff my love, you already know what I want 😉😉"
Zara felt the blood drain from her face.
"Please don’t do this. I’ll die… for God’s sake, please don’t do this."
"Awww, my jaan… you’re getting emotional. Just do what I say, and I promise, no one will ever know that you’re a—"
"Stop!" she typed back furiously before he could finish. She couldn’t bear to see the rest of that word. Just reading it would feel like poison seeping into her skin.
Her thumb hovered over the “Block” button. Her pulse pounded in her ears.
Beep.
"If you even try to block me, I’ll tell the whole world. Everyone will know. So just keep your pretty mouth shut and keep doing what I say…"
She let the phone slip from her hand. It landed on the bed with a soft thud, but to her, it felt like a drop of lead. She stumbled to the bathroom and turned on the shower, stepping under the cold water as if it could wash away the filth she felt inside.
The water streamed down her face, mixing with the tears she could no longer hold back. But it didn’t help. The weight on her chest stayed heavy, pressing, suffocating.
Then… the sound.
A car engine outside. The metallic creak of the gate opening. Tires crunching on the driveway gravel.
Her breath caught in her throat.
Is it him?
She shut off the shower, hurried into fresh clothes, but her hands fumbled with the buttons. Her mind was already running ahead — imagining the confrontation, the disaster, the questions she could never answer. If Usman told her family… what would she say?
Her father.
She thought of his face, stern and immovable, the countless restrictions he’d placed on her. She couldn’t go out alone. She couldn’t meet friends freely. She couldn’t even attend university like other girls — her studies happened online, within the same four walls. And when she’d asked why, he’d wrapped it in the language of love and protection.
But was it love? Or was it something else?
She took the stairs slowly, every step heavy as though her legs were sinking into the wood. At the bottom, her eyes caught sight of a familiar figure in the living room.
Mamu Azim.
The moment he saw her, his face lit up with warmth. He opened his arms wide.
But instead of running to him as she once would have, Zara froze. A flicker of fear darted across her face.
Had she ever been afraid of him before? No. Never.
Then why now?
Mamu Azim looked toward his sister, Zara’s mother, but she quickly averted her gaze.
"What happened to my child?" he asked softly, rising from the sofa and walking toward her.
He wrapped his arms around her in an embrace, but Zara’s body stiffened. Her pulse quickened, panic tightening her chest. She stepped back, breaking the hug.
He noticed. Of course he noticed. But he told himself it was nothing — perhaps the awkwardness of meeting after so many years apart.
Another sound came from outside — another car pulling up. Within moments, Azlan, her elder brother, stepped into the hall. His suit was crisp, his movements confident, the air of a successful businessman clinging to him.
"What a pleasant surprise, Mamu, you’re here!" Azlan greeted warmly. "You didn’t even tell us you were coming."
"Yes," Mamu smiled faintly, "it’s been too long, so I thought I should drop by today."
Azlan winked. "Business keeps me busy, you know how it is. Hard to find time."
Zara felt an unfamiliar discomfort rise within her at his tone — a small curl of disgust she couldn’t quite explain.
The conversation shifted. Mamu learned she wasn’t attending university, and the light in his eyes dimmed, replaced by sharp disapproval.
"This is no way for her to live," he said firmly. "She’ll come with me."
Before Zara could even react, another voice cut through the air.
"Zara isn’t going anywhere.Who is that person ?