finding myself
At eighteen ,limah lay in bed , exhausted, with one question circling in her mind “who am I ?
Back in boarding school, she never had to worry about that. she was always going with d flow , smiling, always saying yes , cheerful and full of live . Everyone saw her as the cool one and never noticed the cracks or insecurities.
now ,six years later, she was lying in bed , trying to figure out who she really was _ when no one Is watching, when she's not trying to please anyone.
What she really likes.
At work ,she's always smiling. But at night reality set in , it had all been fake smiles . She fell asleep with this sad thoughts of how life has been so far.
Waking up to the buzzing sound of her alarm the next day, She felt exhausted. but still had to get up .
She stood up , took her bath, got dressed , took her breakfast to go and head out . She checkd her chats _only her best friend from jss1had messaged . That brought a smile on her face. At least someone cares .
On getting to work, there was an announcement - they had a new team member. She didn't really care until she saw his face .
Cuteeee
Her head was screaming it . She was always a sucker for cute boys , but this tym ,she has to brush it off. Too much was going on right now , she told herself.
Still, his face lingered somewhere at the back of her mind .
As someone whose love life had been a mess , she promised her self not to get involved.
She put her headphone and continued working .
During her break , she remember the decision she made the night before -to become the best version of her self . So she started researching motivational books and legal jobs online.
Suddenly, she felt a tap on her shoulder .
Startled , she turned to check -and froze .
It was the new guy .
What does he want?
Nooooo, I have too much going on …
A million things rushed through her mind , before she could speak , she heard a familiar voice from behind.
And just like that, she snapped back to reality.
It was the supervisor.
Limah , pls would you showing Jaden around .
Ohhhh, ok sure .
Even though, something in her mind told her to say no . She still said yes . It as always been that .
Thinking, this would not end well , She began packing her stuff .
Hey
Another voice brought her out of her thoughts …….
