Running Snail

The First Time I Loved Someone The first time she met him, Wei Nan was only twelve years old, in her first year of junior high school, an age as innocent as white paper. She was a nervous little girl when she had her period, restless because of her physical development, and her feelings about the opposite s*x remained at a very hazy level. At that time, the Internet was not as developed as it is today, and computers were a rarity, with some students preferring to read QQ as "circle". Wei Nan's family conditions are considered medium level, parents are working class, Dad to write materials will be fashionable to buy a computer, the weekend free time computer was occupied by his brother to play small games, the immortal sword Chivalry only out to the first part of the brother to play Wei Nan in the side of the watch, bad picture and touching plot, to the end of the heroine and heroine with all dead. At that time, Wei Nan did not know that there is network literature this thing, sneaking under the covers to read some Jin Yong Gu Long martial arts novels, I feel satisfied. Occasionally also read some Taiwan's small romance, see the male and female protagonists kissing time will blush. Which is like now hanging online all day to chat with people, online games in the husband also found a lot of a, most of the time is soaked in literature sites to read novels, a day a few that is normal, when the time to go crazy has also been a ten line scanning the entire website library, male and female protagonists not to mention kissing, on the bed and then say that the love of the novels to go, incest - more not a lot of H to attract the eyes of the eye is abound. Counting to have read the text without tens of thousands also have thousands of novels of those men and women love, suddenly feel numb. Unlike now. The days of that time, life is very stable. Every day is a fixed two points and one line: school - home. Wei Nan is also like an adolescent girl, especially like daydreaming, but also like all the appearance of bright and shiny things, will be in the newsstand to buy girls comics, buy the cover of the cute teenage magazines, for the inside of the pure and beautiful love moved. Xu Zhiheng is the famous black horse prince in the school, like black clothes and pants, silent character, added a few points of mysterious charm. When he passed by people, it was like a cold wind blowing by, driving a cold air current. --Eye high, no one in sight, arrogant but have arrogant capital. He often skipped classes, but his grades were good, and he was at the top of every exam, although his behavior was withdrawn and strange, but in the eyes of the little girls, it was instead very different and individual. Cold eyes, handsome appearance, straight body, but also play a handful of good guitar, is the beginning of love girls perfect dream lover. There are so many girls who secretly like him that they can't even count them on ten fingers, and they can line up a whole street. Wei Nan is a commoner, do not have a pair of eyes to see through the phenomenon to see the essence, do not know Xu Zhiheng bad quality, so also like that group of little girls in general, by Xu Zhiheng's appearance confused. A fan is three years. Secretly liked him, followed his back. When he competed in the school's sports events, he would go early to line up and find a good spot to sit down and wait for him. After the evening study hall, watching his back as he rode away on his bicycle in style, I would secretly wonder what the girl sitting behind him would look like. In the midterm examination to the same high school, nestled in bed excited for a whole night, thinking, maybe it is also destiny. In high school and he was divided into a class, but also coincidentally is the front and back table. Wei Nan suddenly wanted to fight once, in the good sister Xiao Qing's encouragement, clutched a box of chocolates in his hand, picked a day when he did the duty student, stayed. After taking a deep breath for a long time, when she finally gathered the courage to confess, she was blocked by his sentence. "Who are you? Looking for me for something?" There was a moment of blankness as if something had exploded in his mind. The words "Xu Zhiheng, I like you" were stuck in his throat. Who are you? Wei Nan thought he knew him. Junior high school alumni for three years, high school class in January, front and back table, so close to each other. I didn't realize that in his eyes, he was just a passerby. Tightening his hand, he changed his face to a smile and said softly, "Classmate, borrow an eraser." He frowned and took out the eraser from the pencil case and threw it on the table, a little impatient: "Give it to you, no need to return it." Then turned around and left. A breeze blew through the empty classroom and the light blue curtains rustled. The thud of the eraser as it was thrown on the desktop was like a heavy hammer, hitting the heart. The handsome boy's slightly raised eyebrows, his dark and deep eyes, his lean and dashing back - looking in Wei Nan's eyes, it was no longer so distinct. What blurred the vision and made that afternoon etched in the memory? Anyone who has had a crush will remember this subtle feeling, and even if they think about it later, it's still faintly heartbreaking. It's like a green apple, beautiful to look at, but sour in the mouth, chewing out the sweetness. Perhaps the beauty of young love is in its youthful simplicity, as well as the lack of results. When we are young, we will always like those beautiful things, but when we grow up, we find that the beautiful sugar paper is often wrapped in poison, but also can only helplessly smile, said: that time is too stupid. In the usual words of netizens, it is: who asked me to be too CJ at that time, everyone has been CJ. Wei Nan is now practiced in the body of the invincible. He has also lost sight of love and other things. I always think that kind of thing is too extravagant and too vain, always say love love, who has seen what love looks like? Who can define which kind of feelings is love? Without love, Wei Nan feels that he can still live a very moist. The first time I jumped into the pit Recently Wei Nan was hooked on non-mainstream novels, and his favorite was detective reasoning. The process of those serial murder cases being slowly deduced and researched by the handsome detective to find out the murderer is really very thrilling and exciting. Wei Nan's favorite place to read books is Paradise Literature City, where he likes a ghost writer named Zhou Fang, who is rumored to be a talented writer in the Chinese Department of the University of T. He is the senior brother of Wei Nan for several years, and Wei Nan has thus gained a sense of affinity for him as an "alumnus". Zhou has released a lot of serialized articles, and according to netizens, he has "dug a lot of holes". There were a lot of people who followed him to read the serialized articles. He writes casually, sometimes suddenly bursting into the universe and throwing up tens of thousands of words at once, and sometimes disappearing for a long time, not knowing what he's doing. Readers love and hate him, and the message area under the text is always full of wails. "Author quickly come to update it! I'll jump off the building if you don't update!" "Who the hell is the murderer? I'll have a heart attack if I'm stuck here!" "Are you still alive? Squeak out if you're alive, please, just squeak out ......" "In fact, no one will know who the murderer is, I guess the author himself is also blindly making up, can't break out and afraid of being scolded by everyone, so he ran away." "It's easy to get on the thief ship and hard to get off, it's easy to jump into the thief pit and hard to get out ah! Author you can not be so unscrupulous, eat us not responsible for ah TOT ......" Looking at those grievous souls at the bottom of the pit filled with resentful messages, Wei Nan could only sigh helplessly. These days, there are countless bumps on the road in real life, and countless big pits on the road in the online world, one after another, falling to pieces. Wei Nan always thinks of the Anti-Japanese War, when the Eighth Route Army stepped on landmines and jumped into pits, charging into battle and killing a bloody road in a spectacular scene. The network is such a messy world, in the online chase serialized novels is a painful thing, waiting for updates every day, not to mention that it is not possible to say when the author suddenly threw down a sentence: I do not want to write a tummy ache, we go bye-bye. This is still a bit of responsibility of the author, suddenly disappeared without a trace of the author of the most people hate, that is, do not say do not write, but also do not say when to write, so that you wait all day long and so on, over and over again the torment is never-ending. So these days, Wei Nan is hating Zhou Fang, very much. The superb detective reasoning novel he had written, The Case of the Rosebud, had come to a halt at a crucial point, and Wei Nan still remembered the last sentence of his stop- "So, the murderer of Code Name Rosebud is ......" Then it was gone, and once it was gone, it was gone for a month. Wei Nan gritted his teeth and forked off the webpage, clicking around in the detective reasoning channel, and found a reasoning article with a high number of hits recently. The Disappearing Corpse, Author: I'm a virus, don't click on me. There are still people with this kind of pen name? Wei Nan's jaw almost fell to the ground, the mouse circled around that name for half a day, and finally clicked in curiously. Once he read the first chapter, he instantly shivered and chilled his whole body, and cold sweat covered his entire body. Shit, the name of the protagonist is actually so familiar, so familiar that Wei Nan would like to dig the author's ancestral tomb! At that time, Wei Nan was still in his third year of high school, and while he was busy doing exercises every day, he was still able to avoid his mom and dad's two pairs of snowy eyes, and take a few minutes to secretly go to read the article, and he was also chasing after a 10,000 year old pit, and praying for the author to update it all day long - his mom and dad thought that Wei Nan was praying for his own admission to a good university. That 10,000-year pit is called The Most Beautiful Time, a very literary name for a youthful inspirational novel. The male and female protagonists have known each other since childhood, and their childhood sweetheart relationship is really enviable. Later, the female protagonist went to medical school, and the male protagonist studied computer science at the same school's software engineering college, and the description of college life in the text made Wei Nan full of yearning for college. He was so fascinated by the text that he printed it out and read it a second time in bed in the middle of the night, but he was afraid that his parents would see it and scold him for not doing his job, so he wrapped the printout in a cover with "College Entrance Exam Guide" written in big letters and "China Education Press" added underneath it. The Chinese Education Publishing House". At the final stage of the college entrance examination, Wei Nan had no choice but to give up chasing articles and concentrate on preparing for the examination. The idea of going to medical school and becoming a doctor, like the heroine, gradually took root in his heart and finally blossomed into a beautiful flower. It was the day Wei Nan just got the acceptance letter from the medical school of University T. When he came back, he opened his computer and flipped to the familiar webpage in his favorites, saw the latest chapter, and excitedly clicked into it- "Sorry, I have to prepare for graduate school, no more writing, this ID will commit suicide tomorrow, everyone do not miss." At that time, the online serial had just reached the critical moment when the male and female protagonists were separated due to a misunderstanding. Wei Nan rolled her eyes and stared at the line for a minute, then angrily clenched her fist and pounded the table. The sound of the pounding was so loud that her next-door brother was startled and pushed the door, saying, "Little sister, are you having a seizure?" That was the first pit Wei Nan jumped into, so it has always been impressive. And this "Disappearing Corpse" that I clicked into today, the names of the male and female protagonists in it are the characters from The Most Beautiful Time back then. At the beginning of the first chapter, the author said, "I'm too lazy to think of a name, so I'll just use the name of a character I've written before. As the saying goes, heroes don't ask about their origins, so I hope you won't dwell on my past. Thanks in advance, 3Q3Q." Perhaps it was due to the fact that three years had passed, many people no longer remembered that halfway decent serialized novel in the beginning, and continued to read this detective with relish. Wei Nan, however, smiled evilly there and left a sentence, "Dear pit friends, this author has an intermittent tic disease, maybe one day he will suddenly abandon the pit and run away, you'll just wait to be buried alive!!!" It turns out Wei Nan's RP is really not that good. In the past, he used to burn incense and pray for people to update when the author suddenly abandoned the pit. Now, when he gloats and hopes that the author will abandon the pit, the author actually shifts on a daily basis. Of course, the incense Wei Nan used to burn incense to worship Buddha was mosquito incense.