AMBER Alec and I aren’t official. Nothing has happened between us since he finger f****d me at the Quinn wedding. Yeah we have kissed a few times but nothing more. Which means we aren’t completely exclusive yet so I haven’t officially ended things with Jensen. I know I need to, I think I’m just nervous to end it in case things turn to s**t again with Alec. I haven’t seen Jensen in a while as he is busy with whatever his work is but he has texted me a few times saying he misses me. Obviously, he means he misses my v****a, my hands and my mouth, not me as a person. Tonight we have all been invited over to Alec’s place for the IPL auction, whatever that means. He said he’s ordering in Thai food and it’s just a casual night, nothing like a big party or anything. I decided to wear a simple A

