"That's not what I'm saying Mariya, don't twist s**t. You know it's safer to be with me" he tried to stop me pottering about the kitchen, tried to look me in the eye.
"What did I tell you the first night we met?" I asked finally looking at him.
"You didn't want to be defended" he sighed.
"Exactly. And that hasn't changed, this is my issue and I will handle it myself. I never should have come to you guys to begin with. It was such a stupid idea. I shouldn't have got involved" I said angrily.
"You know what?" Kewis started venom in his voice, "Maybe you shouldn't have! What the f**k were we thinkin' handin over a piece to a stupid little girl like you! You say you gonna handle your own sweetheart, how you gonna do that when all you do is cry like a fuckin' b***h everytime somethin' happe
