Amaryllis ---- I haven't been able to sleep and so here I am reading my favourite book Darker by E. L. James, which is an over 18 hard romance. Raven has stopped communicating with me and although I have only known her for a short while, I have got to admit that I am missing her. "He's coming Amaryllis! I can sense Goliath," Raven pipes up making me jump sky high.. I'd just got to a hot and steamy scene, so I really didn't want to be dragged away from it. "Who, what, why, when?" I answer, only half listening. "Kieran's coming here!" "What, here, now?" I start getting flustered. "Yes Amaryllis." Then I smell him. Spices. Nope, I profoundly refuse to let myself get all worked up over him. I go over to my window to find Kieran just coming through it. His body oozes the same s****l

