Amaryllis
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I have spent all day thinking "What if?" and "Why did I do that" and not come up with any decent excuse at all.
I can not think that Kieran will come back and try and see me again, not after what I did to him last night.
That leaves me with no option but to go and find him. How, I'm not sure but I'll go via the clearing.
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It feels really good being out running with Raven again, the wind rushing past us. I should have come out rather than staying hidden up. Raven is running faster than usual.
"Hey, not so fast, you'll trip us up," I warn her.
"For you maybe, but for me this is fine, I feel that I can go faster still, plus are we not on a mission to find our mate?" she replies sweetly.
"But we're not mates anymore, I broke it," I say exasperated.
"Do you feel br
