The Pain You Never Know

My name is Date, Makoto I have been enjoying my time touring at my middle school since it was graduation, so I decided to tour around and watch the view from afar, I going to miss this school. While I am walking towards our old room, I stumbled upon a girl who was carrying her Canon camera, luckily it was not broken. We both apologize for the accident and said our purpose on doing here. I was looking at her brunette ponytail, peachy skin, small, cute face, her sparkling emerald eyes reflecting me. Her voice sang softly in my ears knowing that will be my favorite music in my life, I shook off my head and go back to where our conversation started. After few minutes of talking, we walked towards the gate then straight to the bus station, I was shocked that she was going to the same direction to where I was going to. I escort her to her home, and we said our goodbyes then we parted ways, my mind was full of thoughts and my heart was jumping in excitement. The joy that fills in my heart knowing that I will meet her again. I walked happily towards my home, I greeted my parents, and we ate dinner, our conversation was fun, and my parents decided to enrol me in KAIISEL UNIVERSITY it was the closest school that I am going to attend it was 20 mins walk from here. We settled the plans and call it for today. I walked towards my room to get my clothes and I went into the bathroom for a quick bath, dry myself up, and put on my pajamas then I went into my room, lie down on the bed, and think back about the time I spend with a brunette girl until I fell asleep. A month has passed as my family and I have finished the requirements and my enrolment was a success, to be honest, I was happy that I managed to enroll in the university and spend my entire 4 years there. While I was walking towards home, my phone vibrating then I pick it up and something was wrong in my heart, it feels like my heart was suddenly felt missing when I heard the news. My mind went blank, I couldn't think anything, that my heart will stop at any moment. I read its text and this news will always be hunted till the rest of my days. I spent the entire month in the hospital, the doctors informed me that they were in a Comatose State, and their bodies are in a critical situation, the bone fractures are in disarray giving the doctors a hard time finding a way to fix it, they were lucky that they survived the horrible car crash, yet their bodies weren't good shape. My heart froze in shock, every time I go there. The responsibilities were weighing on my shoulders, I have no job or money, my relatives were busy and trying their best to help me with the hospital bills, I decided to be a part-time worker. I spent my entire days be a waiter, janitor, delivery boy, cashier, any job to different restaurants that has to offer. I got home from the job and take my daily routine; I lie down on the bed. I pray to God that let my parents alive and free from their suffering, I cried myself to sleep. I don't know anymore, my friends were visiting me daily to see if my parents and I were okay, until that fateful day arrive. As I was going to my parents' room, I saw multiple doctors and nurses running towards to the room where my parents stayed, I quickly realized that they were in life and death situation, I manage to catch them, and they said that wait for me outside of the Operation Room. After 2 hours, I was sitting praying to God that my parents were okay but, those prayers did not answer. I heard the door opened and saw two doctors walked towards me and informed me that my parents were dead. My eyes widened, my heart was shattered, my body goes numb and my head suddenly snapped. I fell unconscious on where I was stand causing the I fell unconscious where I was stand causing the two doctors to shout calling for help, after the news about my parent's death, I woke up and saw myself resting in the hospital where my parents passed away, the two doctors were happy to see me well. They informed me that my parents died because they cannot handle the pain and the bones were so them leading them to blood leaking all over their bodies. I cried silently and the two doctors placed their hands on my shoulders as support. (2 weeks later) Pain, that is all I can say. The pain in my heart still present, I was thankful to my uncle's friend that he drove me to the court to see what is the result of the man's reckless driving, as the trial was finished so we head home and prepare for the funeral, next day, as for me and my uncle were resting on the house while the visitors were visiting my parents' funeral, their friends, acquaintances, and also their loved ones. They said their condolences to us as they were back and forth to see my parents for one final time, as days goes by and we are all standing on my parents' grave while the priest pray for them for their last day here on earth to time to say goodbye for the people who were living here on earth. As the priest finished his sermon and prayers to my parents to reunite with God and now the people who were part of my parents' life was giving their speeches on how they spend their time together when they are still alive. As time goes by we said our last goodbyes to them as we are going to parted ways, many people left and one by one until I was left alone. I look at my parents' grave, I cried again and said my final goodbye. I called it for today and went home alone.