Dervin's p. o. v.
after I told sheron that I was leaving tomorrow she didn't say anything. I thought she was angry with me but that not what happened. she came from behind and hugged me. our hug was like she wanted to say all the feelings that words can't describe. we reached her house but aunt Pam stopped me from going because it was past midnight. I looked at sheron she slightly nodded saying a yes for me to stay tonight. I stepped inside the guest room and started to think about what happened earlier. the moment she was in arms all I wanted was kiss her senseless and propose to her but I don't know about what she feels about me. I know I have a effect on her. but I don't know about her true feelings that what we are? we feel for each other the same way or not but in these 2 weeks we have became really close like first as sss friends than I came here, in this time we came really close I love tease her I love the way she sees me , I love to make her laugh, I love the late night talks, when always she just msg in the middle of night and ask about stupid things but I started to like her stupid questions. I know I must be overthinking, perhaps she always behave this friendly or this is only with me . I was all lost in my thoughts but suddenly electricity was gone and I heard sounds of something breaking maybe it was the sound of glass breaking but then I remembered that there was no water in Sheron's room she must be in kitchen but I heard the sound again,i thought that she might not have hurt so I rushed down but it was so dark everywhere that I couldn't see clearly.
I walked towards the kitchen and thankfully there was just a cat that broke the glass, it was now raining heavily outside. I saw sheron coming downstairs but she was just about to let her foot on the broken pieces of glass so I pulled her and put my hands on her mouth so she would not be screaming. she was looking into my eyes all I wanted in that moment was to kiss her, and I could tell that she wanted the same the sound of thunder scared her and she end up hugging me like her life depended on me. I tried to clam her down and was successful when she let a little distance between us but the next what she did was surprising. I leaned in to kiss her but she being a tease moved a bit I didn't want to lose my control so I tried to put some distance but then she actually lean in her lips touched mine and I took the lead, I loved the way her body was reacting to my touch. after that unexpected kiss I pulled her to the living area. and honestly speaking she was not a skilled kisser but I love the way we shared the kiss it was soft and innocent just like my sheron.
tomorrow I was leaving for New York, I wanted to make this night special but I didn't want to rush things so instead of taking her right there, I planned a very cute little late night date.
she was looking at me with those beautiful black eyes that held confusion so I asked her for her hand scilently. she gave me her hand hesitantly. I pulled towards me, then asked her for dancing by signaling dance steps, she gestured by her hand that there was no music but I put little soft music in my phone and asked her again by signaling. she smiled and gave me her hand . we danced with our bodies moving in sync. I feel so close to her yet so far. I wanted to just gave in that moment. I could spend my whole life like it in her arms as we danced on the slow music her head was resting on my chest, I placed a soft kiss on her forehead. as her greze fell on rain she looked at me with her eyes, I knew what she wanted . we found our steps moving towards the back garden. then we were in the rain sheron was really enjoying the rain as I could see there was happy ness in her eyes. she pulled me towards her but her foot slipped on grass as we both ended up getting on the ground. we were looking in each others eyes but I had to control my emotions to have her because I know know what will happen if I didn't stop my self right now. we both up and sheron being the tease she started running around. I was trying to catch her. she suddenly stopped and sneezed. oh God if she will be in rain for more time she will got sick. I walked towards her but before she can run away again I carried her in my arms to her room. I make her sit on her bed, I was going to ask her to change her clothes but she pulled me to herself in n secondsi was in top of her and then she was kissing me passionately. I returned the kiss with same passion. in mean time I didn't knew that we had pulled each other clothes. her clothes were all wet and so was she. I could have taken her there but I couldn't, I need her to love me like I do, I wanted her but not in the moment when she can get hurt. I removed all her clothes and make her sit on the bed her eyes were darkened. speaking a thousand words but from the moment we first kissed we didn't alter a word. our eyes and boys were speaking but we did not.
she was there in her bed. I moved myself up and get to her closet. and make her wear her night gown. she was staring at me with confusion. " I'll just be back" I said as I walked towards the kitchen to make hot chocolate because I know she loves it. I also wanted to my room to get some medicine for cold. I prepared hot chocolate and take the medicine with me to Sheron's room she was looking at the rain from the window. I come in room and make her take the medicine then we shared the hot chocolate. it was 4 in the morning so we decided to sleep in. she rested her head on my chest. soon her breathing becomes even which get me know that she was asleep. I loved our little date. it was great. it gave me happiness. you made me happy sheron. I wish I could take u with me so that we could be like this forever. this was the best moments of us.