Blessed to have you

First kiss

Sheron's p. o. v.

I was in my room sitting on my bed, my room lights were dim and so was my mood. I tried to think what I can do to make dervin stay here but how? how can i make him stay with me. he have a job to handle, he is not even from here, from India. oh God! plz help me out with this situation. what am I going to do?

I was really f****d up this time. a part of me wanted to tell him that I love him but does he love me too or not, what if he just wants to be friends with me. what if he has something else in his heart. all these kind of 'what if's questions was running in my mind. if I don't stop thinking my mind will explode. I'm sure about that. aahhhhhb... what am I going to do? ....with all these thoughts running in my head I looked towards my room window. it was chilly outside today. I get close to my room window to close it just then I heared the sound of thunder . ..... I never told anyone that how much I'm scared of thunder sound. and to add spice in the situation electricity was gone. om my God! thunder sounds and dark house. I'm screwed! I tried to get out of my room to get some source of light like candles or something.... I never keep candles at my they are always in living room of house and to add to my bad luck... my phone went dead... like seriously this is not the time. I was hell damn scared but managed to get to the living room I tried to scan the room for where the slef was. no body was in there. Pam auntie must be sleeping and I can't even see dervin Anywhere. has he left without telling or what? he must be in his guest room! I tried to control my thoughts. just as I was searching for candles. I heared a sound of glass breaking in kitchen. I walked in the direction of kitchen but there was no-one to be seen! maybe the glass broke because of wind. I was about to enter the kitchen to double check if anyone was there but before I could step someone pulled me into dark there was a hand on mouth and my eyes were closed. I just could hear my heart beating so fast. but the touch felt femiler . I opened my eyes slowly and saw a femiler pair of blue eyes. he was asking me to not to make any noise. it was Dervin. he was so close to me. I was staring at his face... thinking about what would I do without him? I was about to say something but the thunder sound got me. I was so damn scared that I hugged Dervin tight. I don't how how much time we were like that when I slowly came to my senses I realized in what position we were in I was hugging him like I life depend on him. my head was hidden in the crock of his neck. his hand were rapped around my waist his one hand was on my waist holding me tight and other was on my back . his fingers were draw shapes on back which seem to clam me down. after a long moment of silence we both looked at each others eyes. the clock in living room made a sound that make us realize that we were holding each other. I don't know why but I feel sudden urger to kiss him. I was looking into his eyes and his lips. those lips I wanted to kiss them. he looked at me with same need in his eyes. I didn't want to think about the consequences but I just wanted to feel his soft lips on mine. he closed the gap between us but I decided to tease him a little. as his lips were about to touch mine I closed my eyes and turned my head a little degrees to right he end up crashing his lips on side of my lips. he crused under his breath. just then I slowly leaned in and my lower lip touched his lips he didn't waste time in taking the lead as he started kissing me slowly as I thought to pull away he hold me closer to his chest as he asked for entrance as he bit my lower lip, I graped but he took his tough inside and in the other second his tough was playing with mine, we deepened the kiss and soon we were out of breath, we both were breathing heavily. as his forehead was resting against mine. I could feel his breath on lips. there was happy ness in his eyes and so was in mine. I never knew that my first kiss will be this much amazing. he looked into my eyes and planned a soft kiss on my forehead. "let's go " he said. as he pulled me away from the corner. till this we were smiling like idiots.

that was the moment I knew my heart belongs to him.