Blessed to have you

Departure

Dervin's p. o. v.

I fell my jaw dropped, the moment I saw Sheron in the wine red dress I gave her. she paired the dress with black flats as if she had weared heels I wouldn't have let her wear heels until she's totally healed. " like what you see, for her. " oh stop it, now shall we. we are getting late. " I said. we started to walk towards my car. every time she saw my car an unreadable emotion came into her eyes. and Dervin noticed that. "we are going out for lunch date" he said. " okay, no problem cool by me" sheron said. Dervin wanted to ask her but he couldn't. I don't want to mess this up she is my life. I don't want to lose her. but tomorrow I'm was going to leave. far away from India. far away from her. I had to go back but I also want to be by her side. oh God, what should I do now.....

it is evening when me and sheron. we are in my car. driving towards her house. i look at her she was looking outside, she seem to be in deep thoughts. I also smiled recalling today, first we went to the hospital for her check up then when the doctor said that her ankle is totally healed I was so happy. she didn't have to bear more pain. then I took her for our lunch date. she feed me with all the spicy food. she knew that I can't eat too spicy but she made me eat it. but I loved it she was feeding me by her hand. I didn't want to hurt her. I never can. so scilently ate. then we went to mall. there we had some shopping and snacks. and now here we are in my car. oh God how am I going to tell her about my departure. I know it will hurt her more than me. because somehow I know we are now connected to each other.

I stopped the car in the middle of jungle. and got out of the car. " what the f**k,dervin ! what was that" she asked coming out of the car. she was angry at me but right now I have to tell her this.

" I'm leaving tomorrow" I said. I turned around because I didn't have the strength to look straight into her eyes. "what" sheron asked. "when did this happen?" she asked another question." it was decided from very start, sheron. I'm leaving tomorrow. y-you must be very happy right. now I'm leaving. y-you will not get irritated by my 3am msges, right na? " I asked, my voice croked in between my throat. there was complete scilence. I didn't said anything nor did she.

but suddenly I feel arms hugging me from. my back. scilently crying. I felt her tears on my back. I turn around and hugged her tightly. after some moments I look at her face she was crying.

does she feels the same for me?