I took in a deep breath as I walked through my own personal paradise. The moon was hanging high, the sky completely clear of clouds. All I wanted to do was rip my heart out and stomp on it. It had me all over the place these days. I just don’t get it, how can I be heartbroken because of Kai, but also be attracted to Elijah, and don’t get me started on Amir. I undressed, leaving myself completely bear to the moon. And without a second thought I jumped into the water. It was as if the cold water embraced me like a mother with their child. It washed away any lingering pain. I was suffering with hearing Kai f**k his mate. s**t, why did I just think that now? Now I’m pissed again. I relaxed in the water come and allowed the moon to soak through my pores. It felt good being alone like this. I

