Coffee with Elijah was okay, but I couldn’t get last night out of my head. I really had s*x with Amir, of all people and what was worst, it felt right. I felt conflicted and had no one to talk about it with. I probably would be feeling better about it if he stuck around after but he just left me there… alone. Elijah returned to our table with our coffee’s and a few breakfast bagels. I tried to give him a bright smile and failed. Maybe I should have pretended to be sick or something? I mean wolves rarely get sick, but he would believe I was since I don’t have a wolf, right? “What’s on your mind?” He asked as he placed everything on the table. “Just… still waking up I guess.” I lied. “This should help.” He slid a coffee cup over to me and I thanked him. “How did you sleep?” I acciden

