chapter 14
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Alex's POV
I love soccer and all but its teams like these that make me not like it like why can't they just act like a normal team and not all crazy we wasted a game for nothing. After I was I got in the locker room I started to take off my shirt and put it on the bench I then grabbed my shirt I was wearing before I had to leave for soccer I then took off my cleats and then the socks and shin guards and put them on the bench then I took off the shorts I had on and put the black leggings on I then folded my shirt and shorts then I grabbed my snickers from the bag and then put the shirt and shorts in the bag and put the socks together and put them in the bag then I put the cleats and shin guards in grabbed my phone and zipped the bag closed and was about to leave the locker room but I forgot to say goodbye to the girls so I scream bye and they all then screamed bye back we do this practically every time. I then left and I went and found my parents
"good job in net Alex"
"Nice save" I got told by people as I tried to find my parents or at least Zack or Xavier I finally found them
"I didn't know that you are a goalie," Xavier said to me
"and you are really good" he also said
"yeah I am a goalie I have been for a long time and thanks," I said
zack put his arm around my shoulder and said "you know that save you did I thought that was going to go in you just stood there and watch the girl"
"well for your information if I moved I would have left a part of the net unguarded and someone was behind me and the person who had the ball could easily have crossed the ball and it would have gone in so I had to stay in position and wait for the girl to get close enough that I could get it without going out of position" I said super fast and kind of annoyed that he did notice the net would have been left wide open
"well sorry miss know it all" Zack said
"I don't know it all I am just stating facts nothing else," I said
"oh really," Zack said with his signature look that looks really ugly if I do say so myself well he looks ugly, in general, I don't know how so many girls want to date him they say he is really hot but I don't see
"aww my baby sister looking at my beautiful looks," Zack said rubbing my head
"what good looks all I see are bad ones and I was questioning why so many girls want to date you and call you hot you are so ugly," I said and my dad was going to give me a high five but my mm pushed his hand down
"Hey we look almost identical you just called yourself ugly ha," Zack said
"If you say so but here let's find out," I said
"Mikel am I ugly," I asked some random kid that I so happen to know their name
"What, no," he said
"see I am not ugly you are not me," I said
"ok but you practically just said I am not ugly and I am ugly," Zack said
"Does it look like I practically care?" I said I gave him I don't really care look but there was a little of my death stair in the mix also
"no," Zack said and moved his arm off my shoulder as we reached the car
I got in the car on the side I always sit on it is the passager side in the back seat
"what no Alex get in the middle me and Xavier are not going to fit," Zack said I looked at him dead in the eyes no emotion on my face and when I have no emotion on my face it scares the s**t out of him why because I am always smiling or something
Xavier then slid in the middle and Zack got in on the other side of Xavier I grabbed my phone and checked it and there was a message from the one person I would never have that would talk to me again I go and I open it and this is what it says
I seen your soccer game or what little of a game it was. I miss you I really do it's not just you I miss your smile that would brighten any person's day. how we laughed at the stupid things how not one of our photos together is actually serious and nice they are all goofy and weird. I miss the times I could talk to you I really didn't know how much you meant to me until you actually left I see you so happy with your new group of friends but I am realizing it now you weren't really yourself in middle school i never really thought anything about your dull eyes even when you laughed or smiled like your smile lost its purpose to shine and now thinking about it, it your smile probably lost its light because of me I am sorry I know it does not mean anything now but I still want to say it I know sorry will not mend the friendship we lost. remember when we promise that we would last to the end or the poem we made in the 4th. Alex what happened like not to our friendship but to you you changed more than I want to know the you that used to there is no longer there like you are half of you like the side you were when we were friends is gone but you act like it is still there but I can see it in your eyes now I ignored it before but I can't anymore remember the moments we laughed, the times we talked, the silly fights we had, the long phone calls, the sleepovers, all the birthdays and birthday parties, are whispers, the long car rides, and all the other great memories we shared I know that this bond will never go back to how it once was but I would like to try and make a new one and have it last this time. I will admit that this friendship ended because of me because I stopped trying to start conversations with you because I thought you would just start them but soon you stopped try and then we started to stop talking and being as close as we were but then I saw you so good without me it made me jealous and want to be your friend again and at that time I noticed that you lost a lot of weight but I never brought it up because it was spots and all but I really do hope that you take me up on my offer and we become friends again that would be great and
bye Alex hope you get back to me soon love Liv
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