Xavier's POV
I have been ignoring this lovely scent for a while now but I just can't anymore so I go to where it is coming from and it leads me upstairs and to Alex's room I open the door and she is not in there so I go deeper in and see another seat of doors that are open so I walk to them and there she was getting her clothes she is so cute. She got out black leggings and a sweatshirt but it is definitely oversized she grabbed underwear and a bra then she took off her cloths and put on her new ones she then put on a ring and a necklace then she turned and somehow didn't see me but then bunt down to one of the lower drawers and grabbed a pair of vibrant yellow socks and put them on she then started to walk this way but she ran right into me I am pretty sure she thought she would fall she just had he eyes closed tight once she noticed that she was not going to fall she opened here eyes
"You know you can let go of my right" she told me
"I rather not" I said and pulled Alex closer to me when I did the she lost her balance and fell on me but to her surprise I caught her without moving did she really think that I would fall let alone let her fall down I looked at her she looked as if she was confused that I caught her did she want us to fall. But really she thinks I cant ketch her light ass she thinks that she is super heavy but she is not
"you do know that you are not that heave right" I said to her and looked at her with humor in my eyes I was trying not to laugh it is just that she thinks that she is heavy but she still looked confused or even more then before
"How much do you weigh?" I asked again I could see that she was debating whether or not to tell me I was going to tell her that she could rust me but I want her to make this decision all by her self
"100 pounds" finally she said something she did not sound that confident and the look in her eyes said it all she didn't like her weight she also looked kind of confused as to why she said that but I don't know why she can trust me but I am not going to bring it up I want to make her feel better
"see I told you, you don't weigh much" I said to make her feel at least a little better I wanted her to know that I was telling the truth so moved her head up to look me in the eyes I was about to say something but Alex started to talk like she wanted to get out of this conversation
"my mom wants me down stairs right now so you need to let go so we can go down the stairs..." Alex took a break probably to think of what else to say "or you can go to your room" Alex Finished I just sighed and was about to let go of her but then stopped and leaned down and kissed her and she kissed me back I asked for entrance which she denied at first but soon gave me the access I wanted we fought for dominance I won obviously but she didn't give up with out a fight one of my hands are on her cheeks I was rubbing it with my thoub and my other hand still on her waist we separated to ketch are breaths but that was one of the best kisses I have ever had I am going to miss this when I have to go back home
"that was amazing" I whispered near Alex's ear and she shivered and nodded her had in response I then let Alex go she then turned around and went over to where all her jewelry is and looked at her lips to probably make sure there not swollen when she was done looking at her lips she then put Chapstick on
when Alex was done with that
"you know I didn't know you closet was this big and neat" I said it was not the size of my closet but it was still big and all
"you know this isn't the full thing I could show you the rest either later or another day" Alex said I was so tempted to ask if she can show me around it later but I didn't want to push it that much Alex then walked past me and out of the closet when I was out I turned off the lights and closed the door she then walked over to her night stand and grabbed her phone she then walked out so did I also turned off the lights and closed the door Alex then started to head to the stairs so I went to my room and waited for a couple of minutes and then walked down the stairs when I got to where everyone was which was in the dinning room I sat down at the only spot that was left and that was next to Alex why do I feel like this table gets smaller or bigger all the time I am just going to put that aside and eat. I got some pancakes sausage egg and bacon I grabbed the syrup when Zack was done with it and put it on my pancakes I the started to cut them when it was all cut I started to eat it I looked up "who made the pancakes they are so good" I said
"My mom did she always the makes pancakes when we have them or some times she makes the who meal" Alex said with out looking up
"oh well they are really good Mrs. Miller" I said
"thank you Xavier" Mrs. Miller said now that I think about it Alex is the only one that does not have pancakes she just has eggs and not a lot and the thing she is just picking at it I think her mom noticed also
"Alex sweetie is that all your going to have" her mom said
"yeah mom I am not really hungry right now" Alex said
soon we all finished and Alex helped her mom clean up Zack and me went to the living room and their dad went to his office
"hey Zack has Alex always eat that much"
"no not until 7th grade" Zack said
"why did she start to eat less in 7th grade" I asked
"I don't really know she just kind of pushed everyone away at that time" Zack paused "well I guess I could be that she lost her best friend at that time but I don't really know why she eats so little" Zack finished
"what did your parents say about it" I asked
"I don't know I just think they believed that she was actually eating when she was by herself" Zack said
"what do you mean" I asked
"when we eat we normally eat together but Alex always made excuses that she had to do something and said that she would eat in her room but I never actually thought she eat in her room" Zack said
"she was a lot skinner at that time " Zack took a break "I just think that my parents don't want to think that there baby girl went through something like that like they want to believed her so they didn't have to face the truth that their 'baby girl' is dying" Zack paused again and I could see the pain in his eyes he really cares for his sister "I think the old Alex is gone even if she acts like her old self but her laugh has changed like I is not real like it is fake and her smile she smiles all the time but when she used to smile it could have brightened a room filled with a thousand people but it can barely brighten her own face now" Zack said with a tear slipping down his face "she used to be so happy and I don't know what changed it was like her old best friend was the only thing that made her happy like nothing else in her life mattered not even are relationship she just pushed m-me away when I tried to help her..." Zack stopped for a second and let a couple more tears slip for his sister "I feel like she isn't happy doing soccer anymore either like that is the thing she loves but now I feel like she is only doing it so no one notice that she is changing so much and another thing she can blame her weight lose on" Zack said wiped his tears and stopped talking because someone is coming but the foot steps stooped and we heard laughing coming from Alex and their mom
then we heard walking again but it didn't stop this time then Alex and their mom came out from the other side of the wall or where ever they were me and Zack looked at Alex weirdly because she was not wearing what she had on before she left she had on a soccer uniform the only thing missing was he cleats which are probable in her bag a long with her water.
"you know there is a back staircase right" Alex said knowing that we were looking at her like that because of what she had on
"boys go put something on" Mrs. Miller said
"why" Zack asked the same thing I am thinking
"because you are going to Alex's soccer game"
"but-" Zack was saying but got interrupted
"no but Zack" there dad said
"fine mom and dad" Zack said
"ok Mr. and Mrs. Miller" I said
"Xavier stop calling us that you can call use Aunt Rose and Uncle Liam like you used to calling me Mrs. makes me feel old" M- I mean aunt rose said Alex looked confused for a split second but then went back to normal the next
"Alright Aunt Rose" I said and headed up the stairs to change into something once we are all done we leave and head to the school. when we got there Alex hopped out f the car and ran to the school and went in side.