You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 10

Andy asks if I want something to drink and I say yes please. He comes back with a cup I smell it and say Andy I can't drink I have a 45 minute ride home he says just stay I said I can't I have my dad's car and I leave in the morning. He says sorry I forgot he goes and gets me another drink. While he gone his friend Devon sits next to me. We start talking then he says I guess it took you a while to hook Andy huh I said not really we've been friends that like eachother for a while but it was him who pursued me if he didn't want more I wouldn't have pushed I believe I'm worth the pursuit and the wait. He looked at me puzzled so I pulled out my phone and went to texts pulled up some and go head read them. When he was done he looked at me and said sorry my mistake I got it wrong. I said did Andy say otherwise he said oh uh no I just thought I mean your younger so I have a sister your age and know how girls can be. I felt like that wasn't the whole truth but let it go. I said are yoi going to the same school as Andy he said yeah I am. I said cool I hope to see you around his eyes went wide are are you going to be there too. I said well my house is only about a 30 to 45 minute drive away so maybe. Oh, ah that's cool. I laughed and said I'm gonna go find Andy he said you should just wait here he probably got hung by someone talking to him. I wait five minutes later he comes back with my drink and says sorry a friend wanted to talk. Later he tries to get me to kiss him but I don't I just can't not sure why but I can't. I don't feel safe with him like that maybe something is wrong with me. a vouple hours pass and he's getting really friendly with his hands but he's also tired I help him up to his room and tell him good night he's passed out before I leave. I bump into Devon again and he says drive safe I said thanks then stops me he says I have kind of a personal question I just can't let go can you maybe answer it for me I said the only way to know is to ask. He says the reason you didn't kiss Andy was it because he was drinking? I smiled and said no I haven't kissed anyone yet and it's not that it has to be special persay but I want it to be a good memory even if its not someone I end up with later but also because I want to feel safe and secure in my relationship with whomever that ends up being. He says and Andy you've known him a while. I say yes I have but I still don't know if it would be a good memory for the rest of my life. I feel like he's keeping something from me weather its good or bad is yet to be determined. He sighs and says I hope my little sister can be like you. I said tell her how I am maybe she will make good choices too. I say bye after we exchange numbers and leave.