You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 21

Hudson

When Zoe fell on top of me I really liked having her body on mine but the reason I didn't want her to move is because I was starting to get hard. I really didn't want to get up with that also up. I had to do the thinking of all the gross bad things I could think of because if not it would have been embarrassing and she's so innocent that she wouldn't have realized what happened unless I was full on hard.After she called herself a fat ass and I spanked her. We went down to breakfast everyone's there. After everyone found out what happened. My dad says we need to talk after breakfast. I say ok. I look at June and she says hey Zoe can we hang out today? Zoe looks at me I nod she says yeah sure but I already told Zack he could hang out too so is that ok with you? My sister nods and says of course he's leaving soon and he should get as much Zoe time as possible. I groan and I don't realize I did this out loud. Everyone looks at me and I say what? Zoe looks at me crinkled eyes and says do you not like me seeing Zack? I say no it's not that I just was thinking about something is all. Zoe asks are you sure. Yeah baby girl it's fine. She stares a moment longer and says ok. We finish breakfast and then it's time to talk to my Dad. I find him out in the garden. Hey dad, Hey son. Come sit here Hudson. Ok whats up dad. Well I want to talk to you about Molly. You are growing up and I know you're going to be making different choices now but I don't want you to make choices in the heat of the moment. I know dad actually Zack talked to me last night about it. Well thats also what I wanted to talk to you about. What exactly happened last night Zoe returned home and was crying her eyes out and she's a girl who hardly cries but here lately she cried quite a bit. I take a deep sigh well she went out with Zack then they came back to the lake. Well Molly for some reason can't believe that Zack is interested in Zoe and she said that if he really liked her he would kiss her right there. Zack said he didn't have to do that to prove anything. Dad; well thats because he's older wiser and a gentleman. I know dad and he really cares for Zoe he said that if he wasn't being shipped out he would keep dating her because she's the forever girl and he could see himself falling in love with her. Dad; yeah she is and anyone would be lucky to have her. So what happened after that. Zoe was tired of Molly's attacks and attitude so she looked at me silently asking if it was ok and I nodded. She told Zack to kiss her like he meant it. Zack then grabbed her and sat her on his lap and kissed really kissed her. I only watched the first part and looked away it upset me. I couldn't look at Zoe after that. It made me want to be made and mean to her and I couldn't do that. That's why I didn't look at her or speak to her. I was protecting her from my bad mood. She didnt deserve that. She told Zack to take her home and he did. I was there with Molly, she had asked to go for a walk. So I did. She stopped and leaned on a tree she uh she wanted to have s*x with me right there. I told I wasn't ready and we argued about it then she started to kiss me trying to get me to do it anyway. Luckily Zack showed up we took her home. After we dropped her off Zack talked to me about how I need how to learn self control and how to handle things like that because there will always be women trying to get you to fall and if I don't learn now I could end up ruining a future relationship by cheating even if I don't really intend to. Then he told me about Zoe and how I hurt her and we said our goodbye I went in my room to find her with a pillow blanket and crying in the closet. I had to get her up and tuck her in bed. Dad; well Zack is right and hurting Zoe isn't good she's hard with just about everything but you. So be more aware of your actions also DO NOT SLEEP WITH MOLLY I feel like she's trying to trap you. You can try to make it work with her but be careful. Also why were you so upset about Zack kissing her like that? Well when I broke up with Molly that night I came home to Zoe crying she said she broke up with Andy and now she was free to date she said she had wanted to wait to kiss someone when it was special and I asked her what about Zack she said she did want to kiss him but he was leaving and she wanted her first kiss to be memorable so I guess I'm upset she did something she didn't want to. I hate lying to my dad but we agreed not to tell anyone and I'm not going to tell about our kiss. Dad; ok all that makes since. Still be careful I don't like how Molly is trying to manipulate you. Ok dad. Hudson if you were upset with Zoe try to dig deeper and make sure your reason is really why. I'll keep that in mind, dad.