Hudson
I was so glad Zack stopped me from making a huge mistake. I know sleeping with Molly would have been a disaster. Not to mention the deal I made with Zoe God if I would have broken that, it would mean she could sleep with Zack and that also would be a disaster since he's leaving but neither of us is ready for that really. I can't believe I hurt my bestfriend so much I made her cry. I finally make it up the long drive and into the house I quietly make it to our room but she's not there I start looking everywhere for her and find her in the closet on the the floor what the hell. I go to her baby wake up. I hear her crying lightly she says I'm not asleep I am sorry I made you mad Hudson I don't like you being made at me. I help her up and walk her to bed. I get her in and tuck the covers on the one side I tell her I'll be right back then we'll talk I go to the bathroom and get the fastest shower of my life and then come out dressed and ready for bed. I climb in and say Angel look at please. She turns over and looks at me. Baby girl I am so sorry that I hurt you, you did nothing wrong it was just hard to see you kiss him like that and it made me wonder a few thing and made me a little upset to see you kiss him since I had just had my kisses last night. Zoe; I stare at him and say Hudson just so you know kissing Zack is good but kissing you was not even comparable the kiss with you was next leval but we can't just kiss because it was mind blowing. We each have someone and that's all there is to it. I say I know but that's why I didn't look at you. By the way I say, was it hard for you when I start dating Molly. She says yes it was I felt like I was losing part of me. Ok are we good baby girl. She says yeah we are good I love you. love you too. I kiss her head and hold her tight. We wake up in the morning all tangled with eachother and it made me so happy she's in my arms and things are ok and she's not mad.I tickle her to wake her and she yells stop I'm going to pee.So I let her go to the bathroom. I get up and start to head twards the door when I literally slam into Zoe and we fall to the floor her on top she say OMG are you ok and tries to get up and I say I'm fine just stay for a minute she does as I ask. Finally we get up. First thing she says is did I hurt you I'm not light. No you didn't hurt me. Are you sure I mean my fat ass was on top you for a while. I don't know why but that just got me so mad. I pointed back to the room go now she looks at me then the room and she goes in. I shut the door just as I do someone knocks and says breakfast I say we'll be down in a minute tell Nanny that Zoe was misbehaving. Zoe looks at me and says no I was not. I heard them leave I stalk twards Zoe and say yes you were you called yourself a fat ass and that not ok. Well she says we all know I'm fat. Zoe I say getting even more mad you do not speak badly about my bestfriend her eyes widen as I go up to her hug her locking her arms under mind then spank her 3 times she screams that hurts. I pull back and she's in complete shock and to be honest I am too. I don't know what the hell I'm doing. I can't show her that though. She's got tears in her eyes I dry them with my thumb and hold her no one not even you are allowed to speak like that about yourself. She has her head bowed ok she says meekly. I kiss her cheek and say I love you no more putting yourself down k. she nods. She won't look up to walk and almost hits the wall. I grab her hand and lead her to the table and pull ger chair out when we get there at this point I'm trying not to laugh because she looks so freakin cute pouting with her head down. Everyone greets her she softly greets them. My dad says Zoe look up she does and she is red as a tomato. Nanny bust out with what did you do to the poor girl? Jay came down and said she was misbehaving and he thought you were going to take care of it. Dad says so how did you take care of it June starts busting out laughing. She says I know how. I say shut it. Dad says nope out with it June she says I walked past the room and heard her scream out and the unmistakable sound of someone getting a spanking. Everyone bust out laughing except Zoe she hids behind her hair she wants to bolt I can see it but she can't Nanny has rules and she won't disrespect her. I reach over and pull her into me and I can tell she's about to cry. My dad tells everyone to be quiet and he can see she is absolutely mortified. He says very gently Zoe we aren't laughing at you just the audacity of Hudson to actually spank you he never wants to hurt you. she looks at me and I say its true but I was so mad that you said that about yourself. Dad says what did you say Zoe she inhales deeply and says I said I was a fat ass. This time no one laughs but everyone says we love you and you can't say that about someone we love. Nanny gets up and hugs her she says it's not good to put yourself down. Ok love. She hugs Nanny and says ok.