You, Me, We, Us

Chapter 38

Zoe

I'm done getting a shower and changed in my clothes I had in Hudson's car. I get back in bed the nurse goes and gets the guys. I officially meet Brock as my big brother he's a sweet guy. I look at Hudson and I can tell he's mad. Uh Hudson are you mad at me for leaving your side. No baby it's not your fault non of this is, it should be safe for you to use the bathroom with out me but it wasn't. Are you mad at yourself? He says yeah baby I shouldn't have taken you there. Why because I'm not old enough, not smart enough, because I'm not pretty enough, because I'm an easy target? Why because if you think those things your worse than the guy who did that, because then I'm not your bestfriend I'm a liability a pity date.

Hudson

Oh God blue eyes never you are never any of that. It's just your so important to me I don't want you hurt. I promise its non of that. Please believe me. I just I'm angry that he touched you. I'm angry that you got hurt. I'm angry at myself because I didn't notice you were gone. I felt like my heart is being torn apart when you couldn't talk to me when I thought that you might retreat into your mind and I might lose a part of you because of him. I love you and it broke my heart to see you like that and I couldn't even carry you . I should have been able to.

Zoe

Come here I say Hudson comes over I put my forehead against his and tell him. You are the sun on my darkest days. You are rain in the drought. You're the gentle breeze that moves my spirit. You bring my soul life. You are the rainbow that holds the promise of a better tomorrow so don't you see even if I got lost with you there I will always find my way back to you. Ok I say. You promise Hudson says. I promise with all my heart.

Brock

I stand back and listen to them and it doesn't take a genius to know these two have some kind of deep love. I think Zoe's cute but after watching and listening I think maybe it's better to take position as brother. Hudson was out of his mind on the way here and been half crazy till she woke up doing pretty well physically and mentally. She's a strong girl. I admire her.

Zoe

Brock? Yes. Can you train me? For what Brock asks? Self defense and strength training. Brock I'd be happy to. Thank you. I'm ready to go home. I ask what Hudson what did you tell your parents he said I told them we stayed with Brocks family. Ok, are you ok with that Brock? Brock: yeah its fine I explained to my sister and mom. I space out thinking about what happened. Hudson reaches over and holds my hand and says sweetcheeks don't go getting lost on me ok. I look at Hudson and say hold me. He climbs up on the hospital bed and cuddled me. Brock says I'll be right back I'm going to find my sister.

I lay in Hudson's arms and cry silently. Hudson: Baby what can I do? I say I can still feel his lips on mine. I can't stand it. Just then as I say please kiss me Brock and his sister Harmony walk in. Hudson looks up and sees them and says baby I'm sure you think that's what you want but I'm not sure it's what's best. Harmony comes over and says hello I'm Brock's sister Harmony and yes if she needs you to kiss her than do it I wouldn't advise having s*x yet but a kiss is fine. She says we will give you two five minutes and then come back in. They leave and Hudson asks again are you sure? Yes please.

Hudson

She looks so broken and the sparkle in her eyes has dimmed I hate this. She looks at me hopeful so I say baby turn over and face me she does. I lean in for a kiss and I was going to just do a sweet kiss but no she grabbed me around my neck and kisses me really kissed me my hands start to explore her body dipping into her shirt up to her breasts she freezes for a split second then relaxes I pull my hand away and end the kissing. We are staring at eachother panting forehead to forehead and I start to cry. She looks at me and says Hudson talk to me. I say baby I am so sorry. She says it's not your fault like it's not mine they were just bad people. I'm laying on her hugging her crying I pull back and she says something that just hurts my heart to think that she would think it. She says Hudson I understand if you don't want to be my first anymore since someone else touched me I understand if you find me disgusting just tell me and I'll never mention it again. I grab her face and make her look at me and I say never your cherry is mine and mine is yours and I could never find you disgusting. She sheepishly replys promise. Oh blue eyes yes I promise.