The Alpha's Regret: Reclaiming my lost Wolf

Chapter 1 ~ IRIS ~ Flash back I always wondered why my mom tells me to reject Alpha Neo DeBryne if he turns out to be my mate. Before the mate selection of our pack, the Frost Blood pack my mom had earlier warned me to reject my mate if he turns out to be the alpha of our pack. But I swore I will never. Alpha Neo have always been my dream mate, and I wouldn't even think of rejecting him. As wolfless as I was, it was a privilege to be mated to an Alpha. My mom said i have been wolfless since I was born and that made people despise me alot, I had very few or no friends. It was just Tasha. She had been my friend since high school, and now we are in college together she was the only one I confided in when I was in despair. I called Tasha telling her my mom wants me to reject my mate if he turns out to be Alpha Neo. Tasha has always told me how she has some series of dreams where i was mated to Neo. "You can't reject him, Iris and you know that". Tasha had told me over the phone when I called her. Do you want to end up like me without a mate. Tasha had told me her mate rejected her when she was still 9 as since then she didn't have any mate. She told me she would deal with the boy or any of his family members, that was Tasha for you she doesn't forgive so easily. The mate selection day came as expected. The bond matched, and it was him the cold Alpha of the frost blood pack he is my mate I immediately turned to where Tasha was and she was seated staring at me blankly. "Does he even know I was wolfless" I muttered to myself within. "You are my mate right" he asked and I nodded. Wolfless and pathetic, he cursed under his breath. Let's go he said dragging me to where his car was packed. "Get in!" He commanded. I couldn't get myself to enter the car. I looked around but couldn't find Tasha anymore. She was gone. "Get in now or I will drag you!" He growled, and at once I hopped in. We got to his mansion and we headed to his room. "Strip", he said locking the door behind him. I hestitated trying to say something. "Strip now" he growled with fire in his eyes, and at once I began undressing. His phone buzzed and while still on the phone, he took his car key and left. I was relieved, took my dress back on and went home. I was now the Luna of Frost blood against my mother's warnings. I have harbored my love for Alpha Neo for so long and the thought of being his Luna made me joyous. He welcomed me with a cold stare. Tasha visited me most times and she was getting along with Neo. What an irony? my best friend Tasha was getting along with my mate, who only looks at me except when he wants to sleep with me. Tasha and I had just finished our classes and were preparing for the online class together, and I wasn't happy to stay all alone at home. I pleaded with Neo to allow Tasha to come stay with us for a while and he agreed. I invited Tasha over and she agreed without hesitation. BACK TO PRESENT ~ IRIS ~ I watched the s*x tape of my mate Neo and my best friend Tasha for hundredth time. My hand shook as I held my phone. I had woken up this night by the sound of a thunderstorm. The rain was drizzling outside, I turned to the other side of the bed. His scent lingered on the white sheet but he wasn't there. Where was he by this time of the night? I wondered to myself. I left the room and was heading towards the kitchen area when I heard a moan from behind. "Common Neo go deeper please," I recognized the voice at once. It was Tasha. I tiptoed to the entrance of the room and, thanks to the moon goddess, the door was slightly open. I opened my eyes in shock and felt my heart drop. Through the gap, I clearly saw My Mate. The one destined for me. Neo was pressing Tasha into the window pane, roughly entering her from behind. The rain was increasing and was beating intensely on the glass, her naked body glowing under the dim silver light spilled through the lamp. Was this a kind of Fixation? "Ah Neo" Tasha gasped, her voice dripping with pleasure as Neo pressed her into the windowpane. "You are perfect at what you do." Neo smirked,squeezing her hips tightly as he f***ed her roughly. "You little slut," he said, slapping her boobs. "You are so sweet down here." The sultry sounds of their coupling filled the air, each moan sent a dagger to my heart. "Tell me Neo" Tasha murmured softly, grinding her hips against his. "How do you feel f***ing that your wolfless Luna? Does it feel better than this?" I felt a pang in my chest. How could she? Neo,s hand moved to cup her breast, squeezing it roughly. You are better than Iris. She is a pathetic wolfless being have you forgotten. You can't compare yourself to her. "How do you even go about drugging her every night ? I wonder how you put those pills in her tea without her even suspecting you." I was chilled to the bone. No, no, no. This can't be true. It really can't. The Chamomile tea. The one that helped me sleep so peacefully every night. The one Tasha personally made for me with so much care in her eyes, telling me it would help me get my wolf back if I drank it continuously for more years. I am 21 and Tasha 22, but she seems to have got the brains of a 30 year old. The tea, It was all a lie. Tasha had been drugging me for how long now? Years or months? So she could come on and f**k my mate.