Mindset.

CHAPTER 3. (DREAM)

Julie POV

I would say life isn't fare at all. My mind was still drifting back to what mom said to me two days ago when I came back.

I shouldn't quest for powers just to make friends.

Now my question is why should I quest or desire to have a supernatural power if not to fill among my mate in school.

Maybe I don't deserve to keep any friend in the first place.

I sat there and kept thinking. Then I wish I could have someone apart from my family to talk to, maybe someone at my age.

I know vividly well that I don't keep friends, especially not after hearing mom story of being r**e by a boy which was set up for her by her own best friend.

Life sucks I know but what should I be expecting.

I came to a conclusion by telling myself to go to sleep, and encouraging myself that God would send one of his angel to talk to me in my dream while I sleep.

Everywhere was so bright, then I saw flowers sprouts out from the ground , so beautiful with nice scent.

I stretch out my hand and touch one, I wanted plucking the rose and I heard someone call my name "Julie"

I turn around and it was someone so cute, he was in white, tall, fair and the sun was shining from his direction so I couldn't see his face well.

Then I asked "Who are you"

And he replied, "You sent for me"

"How and when did I sent for you" I asked.

He just laughed and said, "Think my dearest, maybe am the flower you wanted to pluck, so I didn't let you pluck it cause you won't pluck all of me but maybe you would cut part of my body. "

Then I cut him off quickly " The flower is still here, so your not the flower, cause if the flower changed to it's human form then why is it here. "

He just smiled and said "Smart you"

I looked at him and said, " Am not really smart, am the most shy person you have ever met."

Then he responded immediately with a sarcarstic look "Why are you not shy right now"

And I told him, "I don't know".

Then he said, " Back to why am here, you sent for me, so tell me what is troubling you"

I was surprised " Are you sure am the one that sent for you?"

He just nodded.

He smiled "Later you would know when you sent for me and how you sent for me, for now talk to me, tell me your issues"

"Are you God that I should tell you my problem?.

My problem are bigger than what anyone can fix and am about to let go of it, cause it's worthless" I told him

He just smiled, " Sometimes what we quest for might be in our face but we don't see it. Okay I know you prayed for someone to talk to, and here I am, yet you couldn't see me. Just breath in and out and try to know what's the problem is and open up to me."

I looked at him and was so afraid " Are you an angel from God?, Are you my prayer answered? so am talking to an angel all this while"

" Don't be afraid" he touched my hand and I felt at peace and my mind calm down immediately.

I was shock for the peace in my soul came so quick, I didn't expect it so fast.

I was gonna think he was lying of being an angel, but I shrugged the thought off and he said " Your doubting of me being an Angel from God to your prayer right?"

I was like smiling and I said in my mind " He has supernatural powers to calm me down from panicking and he could read my mind easily."

He then said, "Yeah am an Angel, a supernatural, I appear to whoever am command by God to appear to."

"So God commanded you to appear to me?" I was still thinking in my mind.

And he said "Yes"

"Please let me keep thinking in my mind and you should keep responding if you could still read my mind or thought" I told him.

He smiled, " There is no problem Miss Supernatural power requester "

I just muted lowly " Thanks"

I then said " So why did I sent for you"

He replied " You wanted someone to talk to and here I am so tell me what's wrong"

I then smiled, " Well, am looking for someone to talk to about supernatural power, like I mean do you think I could have such power ? "

He then said something I could never forget for a very long time, " We have whatever we think and desire of, whether good or evil. if you desire a supernatural power, you will have it. But as God's Angel, I would advice don't use it for evil.

Just pray and believe in God that you will have it and you will have it."

I then replied with enthusiasm in my speech " Do you mean, I could have the supernatural power if I pray and believe God to give it to me?"

He just nodded.

I smiled, "Prayer is what I need right now, nothing else. You should come and tell Mom all of this. I know they would be surprised to see an angel with supernatural power."

He just smiled and said, "you haven't figured it out yet that your just dreaming?"

I was shock and he touch me again and I was calm.

"In life we all have decision to make, just make the one you wouldn't regret.

when you wake up, keep this flower in one of your flower vase." he said that, while handing me a flower.

I smiled and said, " so your an answer to my prayer to God, to sent an angel that I could talk to."

He smiled.

I really did love his smile, it's lovely. maybe I could pretend to be happy and smile often.

He then said, Being happy is fine, putting a smile on is necessary, cause there is someone your little smile could save his or her life.

I then smiled and said " one more question, Why should I need to have a supernatural power, if not to make friends with it"

Your parents advice you rightly, living your life to please people, to make people happy won't help, Live every moments of your life to make yourself Happy. Enjoy every moment of it.

Hold on to God".

I smiled and said, "that's fine, I would live my life to please myself not to make people my friends."

He then continued " Why you should be looking for your Healing power. should be to help the sick and heal them permanently. Not to make friends.

But to help people get well faster and quicker."

I nodded and smile and the thing I was seeing was my celling, the paint there was white. I thought immediately, it was my imagination. I didn't see an angel.

I looked at my hand and I saw the flower he gave to me.

I drifted immediately from bed and rush to the kitchen, I saw Mom and showed her the flower.

she asked me if I cut the flower from the garden.

I then replied " Look closely this Flower is rare, Haven't seen it before and I don't think you have seen it before too."

She said , " wow I haven't seen it before too."

Then Dad came out from his room and looked at us and his eyes went to the flower.

He then asked " Where did you get that from"

I replied " From my dream"

They looked at me with surprised and responded at the same time. " From your dream?"

"Please explain better, where did you go last night. Did you sneak out from your window or what?." Dad asked.

I replied, " I prayed last night for God to send someone for me to talk to in my dream. Someone I could explain my emotions to and the person could give me answers. And yes God did it. He sent his angel, though I forgot to ask of his name.

where I actually found myself was filled with this flowers I was admiring the flowers when he appeared to me.

And we got talking, He actually told me that my parents where right, when they told me not to quest to supernatural power to impress anyone. But I could pray for God to give me the supernatural power to make the world a better place, to heal people from their ailments. And I accepted to pray as he said, then he cut this flowers and gave to me to put it in any of my flower vase.

And I woke up. First I thought it was my imagination, before I saw the flower in my hand.

Am confuse mom and Dad, do you think there could be an explanation to this?"

He looked at me sadly and said " I don't know if there is any explanation to this. But you had a dream which could be term as illusion or imagination at times, But you collect a flower and brought it back to reality?.

Am not sure what to do, but put the flower first in the vase and carry it, let's go meet a friend who can help."

That's how I took a quick bath and dash into dad's car. Mom sat at the front sit and I sat at the back sit.

we sat there quietly till we reach a house that looks somehow olden.

My dad then said, " He is a wizard but a good wizard , let's step out from the car and go into his hut. He won't hurt you unless you offend him. But I haven't offend him since I met him"

"Dad how did you meet him " I asked with surprised, didn't think Dad could make friend with a wizard since we were Christians. I know Mom must be surprised too.

Then he replied " My friend from school, he got interested in witchcraft or should I say magic and got a wizard mentor. He is the best wizard have known, though have not had any other witch or wizard apart from him.

"Do you come here often?" Mom asked.

"All those questions would be answered later, let's get down from this car and get into his hut, get our flower puzzle solve and get home, then I will explain How I met him again" he said quickly and step down from the car.

Mom and I were still contemplating on whether to come down from the car or remain there. The place was a bit scary, with human skeleton hanging in random places outside the hut and even at the door.

Dad just open mom door and she step down, I felt confused but had no choice since the angel in my dream said, my parents were correct.

Abd I push the door to open and step down.

then Dad said " Let's fix this puzzle and get out if here, okay"

I just nodded.

I felt I was disobeying God.

First I begged God for his help and when he did, I am now at a wizard house to confirm and get explanation.

This is annoying, why can't God make everything real at once.