The Confusing thing called Love (completed)

Chapter 18; No regret

Logan POV

I woke up the next morning, I noticed that Ashlee was cuddled up in my arms. I smiled, I didn’t wanna let go, when she got back to my place last night, she wasn’t drunk, she was more like wasted. I am really hoping she remember everything that happened last night. I slowly pull my arms out from around her without trying to wake her up.

I grab my phone and see it’s 9 am, I got up and headed to the bathroom, I took a shower. And put some shorts on. I walked out the the living room finding Spencer and Justin awake drinking coffee in the kitchen.

“Hey, your girls still sleeping?” I asked them.

“Yeah, they had a wild night, I didn’t think they would of came back that wasted.” Spencer said.

“I know, I don’t think I have ever seen Ashlee that drunk before.” I said back.

“You guys were a little too friendly when you guys went to bed, something happen back there?” Justin asked.

“Yes, and I don’t regret it. It’s not like I haven’t have s*x before with her. But last night was fun, if you know what I mean.” I said to them. “But the question is does she remember last night, and if she doesn’t, what she gonna think?” I added.

Ashlee isn’t the type to do one night stands, well at least I don’t think she is, I really don’t know she’s has slept with anyone else but me. I am pretty sure she hasn’t, unless she has done anything between the times we have broken up. Next thing I hear is my bedroom door open, and Ashlee walking out in my shirt and a pair of my boxers.

“Has anyone seen my phone? What time is it?” She said sounding cranking and tired.

“It’s 9am, and no to the phone.” Spencer said.

She walked over getting some coffee and sat on the stool next to Justin. I walked over and got some pain killers outta the bottle that was sitting on my counter and handed them to her.

“Here take these..” I said to her.

“Thanks..” she said.

I wanted to know if she remember anything but I didn’t wanna ask her in front of the guys, in case she get embarrassed. Next to wake up was Allison, she walked in and gave Spencer a kiss then we got some coffee as well. I also got her some pain killers to take. Courtney was the last one up, she drank some water and took some too.

“We did way too many shots last night..” Courtney said.

“I can say as much as I drank last night, I remember almost everything except the going to bed part.” Allison giggled. We are chuckled at her.

“Well ladies, do you want to go out for Breakfast or us go get breakfast and bring it back.” Justin asked.

“Bring it back,” Ashlee said.

She got up and was heading back to my room, I told the guys what to get me, and Ashlee, and handed them my credit card. Told them breakfast was on me. I walked back in my room to see what Ashlee was doing. I noticed she crawled back in bed, just staring at the wall until she noticed me.

“Hey..” she said to me.

“Hey beautiful.” I said back.

I closed the door behind me, and went to lay in bed with her.

“I’m sorry for last night. I know we are only supposed to be friends, and then we go and have sex.” She said to me, sounding sad.

Well that answered my question.

“No need to be sorry. We both did it, I enjoyed last night, don’t regret it.” I said kissing her cheek.

“No, Logan. I do regret it, I mean yes I thankful it’s you I had s*x with and not stranger at the bar. We are supposed to be working on being friends, friends don’t sleep together. Where does this leave us?” She said, starting to get more upset.

“Ashlee will calm down.” I said wrapping my arm around her. “What do you wanna be?” I asked.

“Well are you able to trust me?” She asked me.

“Yes, I do. Ashlee, I’ve missed you, yes I was angry how it went down. But you came to me and was honest. I feel like I would be able to trust you.” I said to her.

“Ok if Liam came back and was talking to me again, and we decided to be friends, would you trust me to be alone with him?” She asked me.

I sat there and thought about it, and I kind of grew angry just thinking about it. Truth is I think I could trust him.

“I would try. No promises.” I said, I knowing that wasn’t the answer she wanted to hear.

“See. We can’t be together. There is just too much damage there.” She said, sadly.

I guess, she right.

“We need to move on from each other and just not do this anymore.” She added. “Let’s just say it was our break up sex.”

I hugged her, I was feeling upset but I saw where she was coming from. It’s gonna be hard seeing her move on, but it’s what’s best.

We laid there and cuddled until we heard Justin bang on the bedroom door, and let us know breakfast was here. We got up and went out to the kitchen to eat. After we ate, Ashlee went got dress, she was lucky she left an outfit here once when we were dating, so she didn’t have to put her dress back one. Spencer told her she would give her a ride home. Her, Allison and Spencer took off, leaving Justin, Courtney and myself.

“So what’s going on with you and Ashlee?” Courtney said.

“Nothing after last night. We decided that we need to move on from each other.” I said.

“I’m sorry, man.” He said to me.

“Yeah, hey I think I’m gonna go take a drive, I will see you guys later.” I said to them.

“Before walking out of the apartment, I got in my car and just drove around the city. Finally stopping at Cafe place, I honestly have never been to. I went in and just had coffee since I already ate with everyone else. That’s when someone had walked up to me and sat down in front of me, I looked up and it would be in fact Megan.

“What could you possibly want now, Madison .” I asked her sounding annoyed.

“Well, you of course.” She said to me.

“Do you really think I am gonna be with you? Cmon really?” I replied back.

“Why not? I know you’ve have missed me?” She said to me.

How dumb can this girl be..

“Well, the fact you cheated on with my best friend, followed me out here when the plan was to get away from you, harassed me, and my girlfriend. You even showed up at her apartment and harassed her again. Faked a pregnancy, and oh yeah, punch Ashlee last night at the bar.” I stated.

“Can we just move past all those things?” She asked grabbing my hand.

“No, you need to stay away from me or I’m getting a restraining order against you.” I said as I got up, paid for my coffee and walked out. I got back into my car, and drove off.