The Confusing thing called Love (completed)

Chapter 19; Tragic

Two days later.

Ashlee POV;

I was sitting at work, doing what I needed to do to get my mind off everything. I haven’t talked to Logan since I left his House Sunday. I have seen him, cause we obviously worked together, but we haven’t said two words to each other. I didn’t want it to be that way, he been in meeting all day, and just been to busy. I didn’t wanna do to his office, in case he didn’t want to talk to me, so I decided I was gonna text him.

Me: Hey.

I didn’t know what to say honestly, and wasn’t sure if he was gonna text back. He replied quicker then I thought he would cause he was in a meeting.

Logan: hey

Me: Are you mad at me?

Logan: No, I just need to focus on work. You wanting me to move on, well to do that..I need to put space between us. I not saying we aren’t friends or I’m not gonna be around for you, but just give it time.

I didn’t ended up replying back. I was just feeling upset. I was ready to go home, I decided I was gonna lie to Jackson and telling him I wasn’t feeling too good so I could go home.

He told me to feel better, and I grabbed my things and left. I went home, laid in bed crying. I lost Liam, and now I feel like I’m losing Logan. My birthday was coming up, and I was gonna see everyone wanted to go out but at the point, I wasn’t feeling it because I was feeling everyone was leaving me. I needed one cheering up, so I decided I was gonna go see my grandmother since I wasn’t working. I got to her house, and I walked up to the door and noticed her door was locked. Which was weird because she never locked her door during the day and her car was here. I luckily had my key still to her house so I unlocked the door and walked in. I called out to her but no answer, I looked around for her and that when I saw her legs sticking out the door way of her bedroom, I ran over to check on her and she was unconscious on the floor. I called 911, told him I found her. It only took an ambulance a few minutes to get here, I rode in the ambulance with her. We got the hospital and I was Pacing around the waiting room, scared and alone. I decided I was gonna call Spencer, I dialed his number and he picked up right away.

“Hey, you ok? Why aren’t you here? He asked me.

“That didn’t matter right now, can you come to the hospital. I found my grandma, she back in the hospital and I don’t wanna be alone..” I asked him.

He told me he would be on his way. When he finally got here, I was sitting in the chair just crying my eyes out. He came up and sat next to me, and hugged me.

“Spencer I’m losing everyone, now I might be losing my grandma now too.” I said to me.

He hugged me tighter and told me he was here for me. I settled down for after a little bit, he looked at his phone, and told me he would be right back. I nodded and just sat there by myself again, I haven’t talked to a doctor yet, and which was making me nervous. He finally came back, we sat there in silence for a good 30 minutes before we saw a doctor walked up to us. We both had stood up facing Him..

“I am sorry to have to be the one to tell you this, but we tried everything we could to try and save her, but she has passed, I am so sorry for you loss.” The doctor had told me.

That when I felt my knees felt weak, I feel to ground crying. I couldn’t believe it, I just lost my grandma..

Just then, Logan showed up, and ran up to us as the doctor Shook Spencer’s hand and walked away. Spencer shocked his head at Logan as he helped me up and took me over to the chair. I just could stop crying. It was like my whole world ended. Just then Spencer’s phone started ringing, he looked at it and he said he had to take this. He walked away, that when Logan came up to me, I stood in front of him. He wrapped his arms around me and hugged me tight.

“Please don’t leave me too, Logan. Everyone leaves..” I said to him crying.

“I ain’t going anywhere beautiful.” He said to me. We stood there, he held me for last 10 minutes..Spencer came back.”

Listen, my dad says sorry you for loss, Ashlee..but he said one of us has to return to work.” As he stared at Logan.

“You can go, I’ll stay with her.” He said

“Ok” he said, walking over to hugged me then left.

A nurse came up to us asking if I was ready to say goodbye to her. I nodded.

Logan grabs my hand and walks with me..

I stood outside the room, taking a deep breath before walking in. When I walked in, I instantly cried my eyes out. I can’t believe this happened. Logan was still next to me holding my hand. I let go of his hand, and hugged my grandma, I told her I loved her.I backed up from her crying into my hands, Logan came up next to me, grabbing me and putting his arms around me..

“Shh, she’s with you parents now.” He said to me.

“I know, she isn’t in pain anymore from losing her son.” I said,

“I am ready to go, can we please go!!” I said to him.

He grabbed my hand and we walked out of the room, I had to sign some paper work before leaving. I felt loss with out my grandma. Logan opened the passenger side door for me..then walked around and got in the other side.

“Where do you wanna go?” He asked.

“My apartment, but can you stay with me for awhile? I don’t wanna be alone.” I asked.

He agreed. And we took off.

I pretty much stayed in bed, didn’t move. If it wasn’t for Logan, I probably wouldn’t of ate.

Six days later.

I pretty much stayed in bed for the first three days, Logan stayed with me. He asked if he could take the week off and they approved it. I have been dealing with funeral arrangements, the last 3 days. Luckily, my grandma was good at saving money, she opened a saving account, for her funeral..so no one had to pay for it. Which help a lot. Tomorrow is her funeral, and I was not ready for it. I am still waiting for her to call me, and it just not be real.

When I was younger, my parents used to live out here. My dad met my mom on a business trip, and well my mom dropped everything and moved out here to be with him, they got married within months after getting together. Her family didn’t agree with it and never accepted it. When they had me, her family never even accepted me either. So I never knew that side of the family. We lived out here, well we lived in the city since I was 5 years old, until my dads company transferred him to where we lived before they died. I barley remember living out this way when I was younger. But I know my grandma and I were always close. I was her only grandchild. My mom and dad wanted another baby but couldn’t ever get pregnant.

I was meeting a lot of people tomorrow then I either knew when I was younger and don’t remember. Or people I never met before.

Tomorrow gonna be a long day, I am glad I got Logan and Spencer there to be with me.