Werefate

Chapter 7

We hop into his car. We went to the local amusement park. I really didn't want to play anything.

Lucus, Ashley and I used to always come to amusement park when we were small. Just a place of nostalgia for us.

" Let's play something? " Luke looks at him. I don't know why but I think the look he is giving me is different.

" I don't want to. Let's us stroll around. " He grabs my hand and we just do that strolling around. All these happy kids squealing of joy. These smiles so contagious.

For just a moment I forget everything. I feel Lucus's warm hand surrounding mine. I feel the breeze that flows my hair around creating a mess. I feel the joy of the children. I feel the love of the lovers. I feel everything.

" Sit in this bench. I'll be back." Luke says as he leaves me behind.

I don't watch him going. I was just so mesmerized with the evening breeze. He comes back with cotton candy and a toy.

The toy was of a little butterfly. Blue. The shade of blue I like. I take both the treat and the toy from him.

" Did you play the claw machine? " I say as I eat the goodness of heaven.

" I didn't just play I won." He is all so smug.

" You missed your practice." I note out.

He grabs my cotton candy and gives it a bit. I just give him a nasty glare. He lifts his arm as if he is surrending.

" Will you believe me if I say basketball doesn't interest me anymore? Don't get me wrong it will always me a part of me. But I guess I grew up and finally starting to understand what my father was teaching me from the beginning." He says solemnly.

He was serious and I really couldn't believe it. I mean he loved basketball. I thought I knew him the best. What else did I miss?

" Don't give me that look, butterfly. "

" When you drop this bomb you get this look. " I reply with all my sass. He gives me his dimpled smile. And I wish I could freeze this moment.

" Jokes apart. If that's what you want you go for it. I'll always be your silent cheerleader. You know that. " I smile at him.

He gives me that weird look again. And I couldn't help asking. I couldn't help breaking the moment.

" Why isn't Ashely with us luke? " I ask him sincerely. It's not like we have never hung out together without Ashley there. But right now I had to know the answer.

" Everything is getting hazy Butterfly. Something is getting crystal clear and some like misted streets. " He gives me a vague answer. What does that even mean?

" What does that mean? " He kisses my forehead.

" That's all you get. Let's go you must be starving and that cotton candy wasn't a food." He pulls me to him and we go into a food stall.

We eat. We forgot. But I get this nagging sensation that something big is about to happen.

Lucus:

I drop Nessa at her house. Before she exist the car she gives a small kiss in my cheeks. I could feel Ashley's gaze burning me from her window. I don't react till Nessa goes inside the house.

I call her. I dail her number and call her.

" We need to talk Ash. " I look at her still standing in Nessa's room's window.

" No we don't Luke. We don't. This is not happening. You promised me we would be mates. If not we would imprint didn't you? " Her eyes filled with tears. This is difficult. I mean I didn't want to break her heart. But how do I tell her that this man and the wolf within it has started liking someone else. Maybe I always liked her. But I wanted to rebel. I wanted to prove to the Goddess Moon that I can find my own mate, my own happiness.

How do I tell her I have the hunch that Nessa is my mate.

There I said it.

Holy crap.

My sweetest best friend is my mate. She has to be. My wolf is overprotective of her. It doesn't like seeing her with any male. Today the time I spent with her made my wolf into this disgusting little pup. And the man I am , never thought anyone could be as beautiful as she can.

Fuck. I made a mess. This is going to be catastrophic and I knew it.

" I can't do this on the phone. Please Ash we really need to talk. " I couldn't lead her on anymore.

" And I don't want to talk to you. f**k you lucus Adam. f**k you. " She closed the window. But I couldn't miss her tears.

I am such as asshole.

How do I tell Nessa?

I was just thinking about these when I feel Ashley's scent. It was always there but my wolf has grown. I will be getting my wolf soon. Just two days and I will be whole. I will be the alpha that this pack needs.

" I am sorry. " I look at her. The blue eyes that I thought was enough to drown in now it was nothing. Now I find the silver interesting. I always found Nessa's eyes fascinating but now I don't think it anyone's eyes will fascinate and interest me anymore.

" It's because for her, isn't it? She was always your first priority. Always. You give her a f*****g pager on her twelfth birthday. And me you gave me a f*****g candy sweets. It was always Nessa with you. You didn't even take us far enough. I knew it. Still I thought you f*****g love me LUCUS ADAM. And I am f*****g livid with you." She hits my chest and keeps cursing me.

I let her take her anger out . I don't even know how she knew before I could tell her. I guess subconsciously I knew so I always cared for her.

" Your birthday is in few days. Why are you doing this right now? Your wolf may chose me lucus. I am your first priority right? You have care for all you want but it was me you kissed first. It was me you said I love you first." Her questions burns me.

My wolf snarls at me. I did that. Nessa was never going to let it down. I can feel my wolf trying to crawl out of my skin. I feel it clawing at my brain. I need to get out of here.

" I need to get out of here. " I didn't get her time to speak once again as I run into the jungle.

As I ran deep into the forest where no was was around I could feel my bones break. I hear the cracks of my backbones. I can feel my eyes being more acute. I can smell everything. I can see everything minute details that my human eyes couldn't.

I could feel my hands turn into claws. I could feel the tear of my clothes. I stumbled at first. I couldn't walk. f**k I was a f*****g baby.

But I forgot that I am a werewolf. I need my wolf as much as it needs me. The wolf came to to as f*****g easy as breathing.

What I didn't notice is that I brust into rainbow if color as my shift happened.

I took it easy. I am so f*****g uncoordinated. I was stumbling. f**k.

Then I remember what my father always says to the new shifter. Give full control to your wolf. I let my wolf take over my mind.

That's when I could move like a breeze.After that I could walk. I could run. I growl. I could hear the growl of the wild wolves. They knew who the alpha was in this jungle.

I go to drink water from a creek. I see my reflection there, I am black as deep as it goes. And my eyes. f**k it was golden.

It hit me all of the sudden.

Fuck.

I f*****g finally got my wolf.

And that's when I felt like a real Alpha. I finally f*****g realize that what I was born for.

To be an Alpha.