LOVE

I want it, i know i can't get. I want love, but am scared of being left heart broken. Stone hearts really break. I wish someone ever told me this wasn't meant for me "love". Looking at the window, thinking about someone who doesn't really care. I can't involve myself in that s**t. If i ever want to love, I'll want someone wild?. Don't tell me to love cos it doesn't feel right. Am still thinking about the old days. When i tried it i swear i almost died. I want love but i don't know how to go through the pain. Scared of waking up and noticing she was long gone. The told me if i want love then i have to learn how to change, change from my gangstar ways."lol". I want love but i don't know how to go about it. I have to admit it, on this road i feel so lonely and scared. Am not a man of my words "believe that". Ugly ones like me, we scared of that s**t "love". This s**t gat me going nuts. I think i need a THERAPIST.