An Unexpected life, 1995-96
An Unexpected life, 1995-96
September 02
September 02Dear Self,
Dear Self,I can barely write this. But I must because I can"t ignore it anymore. I"M PREGNANT! OMG…I can"t believe I"m actually writing this. And you know what"s worse? I don"t know who the father is. I think my last period was the week before Chaz left. We made love twice that week. Then two weeks later, I was with Danny. Jesus…I don"t even know his last name. I spotted blood in July and thought it was because I"ve been so emotional over Chaz. But my body is showing changes. I went to the Doctor yesterday and it"s official. I"m due in April. I don"t know what to do. Pam is the only one I told "cause we"re supposed to move to Kelowna in December and start schooling in January. How do I tell Mom?
