I Hate Myself – Citizen Soldier
I wish that I had somebody to call when I am not okay
I wish that I had anyone who cared we I am in that place
I wish that I could have a mental breakdown
Without turning my life into a ghost town
So many things I would change
But more than anything
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened
As much as I go through hell
For every time I thought of ending it all
Wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish there was a person that would miss me when I can’t leave bed
I wish I wasn’t stuck sharing these secrets with these made up friends
I wish I could be honest about the ugly
Without every single person running from me
These days its hard to have faith
And more than anything
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish sombody listened
As much as I go through hell
For everytime I thought of ending it all
Wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
The floods I feel
This storm could kill
Im better off to keep it damned
Cause the more I speak
The more I see
Just how alone I really am
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself
I wish somebody listened
As much as I go through hell
For everytime I thought of ending it all
Wish somebody had felt what I felt
I wish somebody loved me
As much as I hate myself