s*x WITH MY COUSIN; MY HIDDEN SECRET

THE REPENTED HEART

CHAPTER SIX:

It was early Sunday morning, I woke up and got dressed, came to Lisa's room and asked her to show me where the nearest church is so i can attend, i needed to ask God for forgiveness of sins, because i came out from a christian home and I believe in God forgiven his children their sins; my whole being is willing to be in church, Lisa stood there looking at me surprisingly acting like am strange to her at the moment i was confused maybe she's acting surprised because am so much a sinner to come before the holy God.

I was curious and I asked her why she was looking at me that way and she said "nothing" I then asked again; please show me the nearby church I don't have much time and she said ok, she took my phone and gave me a direction from my app "here you go" and she went to lay back on her bed I then bit her bye and left, reaching the church I felt like a sinner and i couldn't look at the priest who was servicing mass right there in the alter i was so ashamed and inferior, slowly i started gaining courage and sat down listen to the preacher preaching, he was preaching about the story of jesus Christ and all the promises God gave his children and went further to say that God hears anyone who asked for forgiveness of sins sincerely.

after the church service I felt sober and walked to the preacher and asked him to intercede for my sins which he did and said your sins have been forgiven and said to me go and sin no more I stood up and walked away without any sin feeling free and not guilty, I was going home looking so quiet, reaching home I met everyone eating and drinking so i joined them without any invitation because i was very hungry the food was so delicious I eat a lot and was filled up I was feeling happy when I remember I have two admirers i need to avoid as long as am staying in this house.

I became nervous because i never wanted to go back to what I did after asking God for forgiveness of my sins, my smile became mild and I didn't feel like eating the meat I was holding anymore i stood up and walked to my room am sure no one noticed what happened and what was going through my mind so the house was full of fun everyone was laughing and discussing even when i left that made me feel good a little, if anyone had known I was having a mood swings they would want to know what truly happened and am not ready to let my uncle or anyone knows what has been going through my mind.

I was so comfortable alone inside thinking more on what to do and what way I can avoid these two but nothing was coming to my head my head was so blank at the moment I went through my phone and put on the music box put on my headphone and started enjoying a good blues and suddenly i slept off forgetting my worries as if there are all gone forever, I was enjoying my nap so well because I couldn't sleep well last night so I feel deeply asleep while the day was passing away.

while I was asleep I heard Lisa calling me in my dreams as I was trying to wake up I felt someone touching me I quickly woke up I saw Lisa seated beside me staring at me with so much concentration when I got up and sat on the bed I then asked why she woke me up!... she said she wants to see a friend down the street and want us to take a walk down there I wasn't ready for that and I told her I won't be able to go with her but she didn't want to stop asking.

she refused to go alone and won't let me go back to bed, I then accepted to go with her and asked her to give me some time to dress up I was dressing up removing all I wear and she sat there looking at me changing my wears she didn't take her eyes off my body until I was done dressing up, after I was done I walked down the street to meet with her bestie we got there she asked us to come into her room which we did, it seems no one was home except her and her dog we came into her room I was nervous as she kept staring at me nonstop she quickly dragged Lisa outside her room and had a woman to woman discussion when they came back she walked straight to me and said "hey David am steph but you can call me American girl" I smiled and shook her hands and was happy to meet with her, "it was a pleasure meeting you" i said she smiled and said your so cute and she walk to Lisa and said you never told me he is this cute and Lisa said well now you know.

Steph was so excited and didnt know when she would start talking and do things out of control, I think Steph is liking me and I think am falling for her too Lisa started noticing her attitude and ask her if she was ok and she said yea she is, i smiled and stayed calm after an hour lisa said " hey David its time to go back home" but i wasn't ready to go back home but i can't tell lisa that oh my goodness I think am liking Steph but I have to be very careful because Lisa won't be happy if she finds out am liking her bestie she might not be cool with that am certain that will definitely cause much trouble between them, but steph seems ready to sacrifice her long time relationship for this mr charming here, i was amazed with the way she couldn't do anything else, all.she wanted at that moment was to spend time with me it was written all over her face and attitude was obvious.

immediately Lisa stood up and said let's go David I stood up reluctantly walked through the door while Lisa and Steph were coming after me at that moment a lot of things were going through my mind about steph; am sure she has a lot going on through her mind too I walked down the stairs to the door smiling , hmmm I think I got a way I turned and said to her bye I'll see you some other time and she smiled and nodded, Lisa quickly hold my hands and we walked back home talking and smiling.