This is it. I am choosing myself. It doesn't matter anymore. When I heard the truth, my mind suddenly went blank. Hindi na ako nakapag-isip ng maayos. I don't think I could save this Island. Naguguilty na ako. They had a baby? Or unborn baby perhaps? But he said before that he never touch his wife, was it a lie? Why am I dealing with him again? Bakit hindi niya kayang mahalin ang asawa niya? Is it too much to ask? Bakit niya na naman ginulo ang buhay ko? Why? Bakit nagpakita siya ulit sa akin? I am happily and peacefully living in this Island. With no contacts of my friends and to my mom. Pero nagbalik na naman siya. He knows that I am here but then nagpakita lamang siya na malapit na ako maayos. It's okay naman na hindi ko na siya makita, so my love for him will slowly fade. He is

