This is what I always dreamt about

episode #17

When we landed, I was really cranky with Kalan. He has mood swings like a pregnant woman on steroids. Damn, and here I though I would be like that when I get my period but I guess not. So here I am arguing with Kalan to drive alone coz' he is a pain in the ass. He wouldn't even let me drink a cup of coffee when we landed he said in I quote 'you had your chance to sleep now its time to move your sexy ass' I won't lie and say that didn't get to me which it did but the look on his face the way he said it made me change my mind.

I hate it when guys do that, they say things that makes you happy, then the next you look at their face tells you the just making fun of your feeling. And I will tell you it actually hurt like a b***h coz' I really... Like him.

I don't know I'm having mixed feelings about him. 

Finally he came to a decision that he will let me drive alone but on one condition 'don't try anything funny coz' I will kill you' nice words for a guy you like but now doubt it. I decided to just stay in the back seat with two guards up front and one at the back in one of the suv's.

"Will any of you tell me where we are going?" I asked getting sick of the quietness.

"Ma-am, We were told you drive you there and that's it" the driver said.

"Great now he is paying you to shut up or he will kill you huh?" I asked sarcastically. And the the dude next to me snorted for a response.

"Can you play some music please" they handed me a remote and an ipad. My smile is the biggest right now coz' it looks like they have my type of music everywhere.

I play Usher's album and the first song that came on was Let it burn. I hummed along with the song till it ended then one of my shower songs came on, You'll be in my heart and this time I sang along.

I am not going to write down the lyrics.***

I was so into the song that I didn't notice the rest of the guards joining in on the fun, I mean yea the music was booming in the suv, but then nodding their heads just make it a lot more fun. I love it that way coz' being all serious type that's not me I know when to be serious and when to have fun so right now I'm voting for fun and for some reason the suv just stopped until the door opened and jerk off got in. I wasn't ready for another fight or whatever, I just wanted my time along. I cant do that with him around.

The song was about to end when and I pointed my finger at him then moving it to the door. The dude never got the idea so I did what I had to do, either kick him out or tell him, I wasn't in the mood to talk so I picked option two, kick him out. I scooted over so that I was in between the guard and him then lifted my feet moved side ways so that I was facing the door then pressed as hard as I can till he finally landed on the ground. I moved my self properly then told the driver to start the car while I closed my side of the door and got back into my singing mood.

God that felt good.

We were driving for a lost two hours then came to a place I know all too well, my favorite person, besides Margo, we are at aunt Lana's house. Thank the heavens, but unfortunately for me jerk off arrived first. I hate it when he takes short cuts and damaging property like the builder in the front yard and the suv, still stuck there, as evidence. 

I stayed in the car until my aunt came to get me, she's not really my aunt, I say she is coz' she is the only one our the whole family that loves music like Greg and I do. And the boys do get jealous, but not of them, of me... Weird right considering I am not really family.

When she eventually came out, she took me out of the car and carried me into the kitchen like I was her only child, which I don't mind, I sort of am her only. On my so called fathers side. 

Guys I am still trying to put pieces together of my family. Life sucks if I think about them and what I have been through.

Anyway, we were in the kitchen drinking tea and her smoking something that smells worse than week I Kind of gagged over it, she saw but said nothing about it, and continued with me tea.

"Wanna talk about why 'lover boy' decided to run in here and try to blame you for crashing my property?" are you f*****g kidding me right now!?

"No, I hate him at this moment so lease drop it till he tells you his point of view" I said taking a sip of my black tea.

"Get you ass in here. Now" she screamed into the microphone then turned to face me with a very sick smile. I hate it when she does that it creeps me out. A lot.

"I'm on my way" said a worried tone through he speaker on the wall. It kind of sound like Kalan. Poor guy better not s**t his pants.

As he walked into the kitchen.

"Are you f*****g shitting me right now" she asked looking at his state. His hair messy and eyes blood shot and shirt all wrinkled up and a few buttons missing and a bit of a bruise forming on his right cheek slightly below his eye.

"Get your f*****g ass into a chair and sit down. Wait till you uncle hears about this." she said and he tensed, now these to people you should be very afraid of, any wrong move and you are done for. Lucky for me I am always in the good books unlike Kalan and the boys.

Kalan took a seat as told, when I tried to move away, she snapped her fingers at me like I was her own child then pointed back to the same seat I sat in.

I pouted even though my pout is terrible, I did it anyway, and say down with folded arms. In my time of thinking her husband came into the kitchen.

"Ok, who started it" he asked and Mr. You known who looked down in shame.

"Start talking" uncle said deadly calm.. Now when he does that there is bound to be a beating, but he will never fight in front of me, for some reason I don't know.

Then Kalan explain his part and I explained mine with teary eyes coz what I did not know that happened in the plain was that the chick tried to seduce him knowing fully well that he is mine but I wont admit that just yet. I don't see the point in this trip anyway.

So far we got really weird looks from aunt and uncle. It was amusing but laughing would get both me and Kalan into deep s**t which will punishable besides the point that we do have that in common.

When I finished my tea, which was ice cold by the way, I excused myself to got o the music room to continue my fun which I hardly do when I am here. I usually train here most of the time coz' I know, the guy talks with aunt ain't a fun game to just be free about even though she gives really good advice about them.

I played the system in the room, which was down the hall first room on the left, Celine Dion came on and I sang 'I surrender'. When it got to the high notes I sang my heart out for the world to hear. My voice ain't as great but I can sing pretty good.... Maybe for myself though...

I sang more songs and danced to the music, having my own fun till I looked around the room and some of the people from military were here as well and the joined in on the fun, which turned into a full out party for us only. Some drank alcohol some drank other s**t that smelled kak, to be honest, and some just smoked blunts. 

It was somewhere late afternoon and we all made our way to the dinning hall, I had to help four guys since no one was really around to ask help from. And from the corner of my eye I could see Kalan getting angry at me for helping them to the dining hall which earned a smirk from me and a bit of a lip biting too. They are not gong to like this, Uncle, aunt and from the looks of it Kalan too.

The food was served.

"Did you have fun" Kalan asked I still ignored him and I know for a fact that he will sneak into my room to have cuddle time. I will not allow that. He kept staring at me I stayed silent throughout dinner while the others chatted away coz of their high, drunk and tipsy ways. Two of the girls ran away to throw up what they had coz' of drinking on empty tummies. 

Rules of drinking 

no.1: Never drink on an empty tummy

No.2: always watch what you drink

No.3: if you feel you had enough but still want more tell someone to put your ass to bed no matter what

no.4: don't drink mixed unless you can dandle it, unlike me I never drink, ok only that one time though.... but that also clarifies no.3.

I'm not sure about the other rules when it comes to this type of situations in drinking, but I'm sure as hell know that I can handle it for a little bit and still control what I do. I'm not sure about the others though, they seem to get it on in front of aunt and uncle which will earn them in training 4am. sharp in the morning. Hahahahaha

The rest of the evening went normal as usual and I started to get bored so I went to my room, Kalan followed me so I left the door open while I got in the shower, did my business, then went to bed. And FYI I cuddled with my pillow letting Kalan lay at my feet though, sometimes I love it coz when I am freezing cold like now, after a hot shower, my room is always cold. I put my feet under him to keep warm. And that's how I sleep peacefully when we are here. 

Aunt and uncle knows of this, coz' they caught us once, they allow it so they got the room next to ours. It makes me wonder when they ever do the dirty... And I spoke too soon coz we started hearing moans and shouting coming from that room along with banging against the wall.

Kalan and I laughed about it then he moved to spoon me for some reason I don't know why but he did and we fell asleep like that till the next morning. 

I love his warmth and body against mine. Oh sorry and when I said aunt and uncle caught us I mean they just did that a few minutes ago and I always have sleeping buddies with me like Luca, Logan and Kyle sometimes all of them laying on my bed. Hopefully I get to sleep well coz' I have no idea when they will stop or go to sleep. I just hope that its very soon.