Nerves
I love my boyfriend, don't get me wrong. But some things we just don't agree on. He's from the South and I am from the North. we butt heads alot. Like when it comes to the bedroom. Sigh... I should probably start from the beginning... Here goes...
I meant my boyfriend Josh online through a blog group. Sure, I have flirted with men before but Josh was different, adventurous, smart, funny, and could actually hold a conversation. We sent a few "innocent" pictures to each other. (But nowadays you need to watch for cat fishes) And damn was he hott, like ladies that type of hott you see on TV that makes you drool alttle and dream about later that night. I'll describe him for a better insight: he's six feet four inches tall, wash board abs, wavy (a little on the long side) brown hair and these brown eyes that look more green, which make me want to just stare at all day long. Ugh! Just describing him turns me on.
Anyways, now there's me.. I am five foot four inches short Haha. And a bigger girl. My mama would say, just more to love. I got some cushion but I wouldn't nessecarily call myself fat. I have brown eyes and brown hair, which I just recently dyed to a burgundy color, just to change it up. In my opinion a plain jane. Why he chose me, I don't understand, but I am so happy my cheeks hurt from smiling so much.