Alone

Pain That's the only emotion I feel that's all I feel,as he keeps whipping me,my clothes are torn smeared with my blood dripping on the rug which I'll have to clean up when he's done with me. "f*****g b***h,next time I'm gonna make sure you get more than this"he spits out,I couldn't do anything but whimper in pain "I'm sorry it won't happen again sir" he looks at me and laughed before taking a swig of his beer "it better not"he says before living my room. I know your wondering what the f**k just happened well this is my life,funny right the life of Allison stone,I can't help but laugh at that because wolf's know that name for how strong we are but now hearing the name sounds like a joke because I'm one and I'm pathetic,useless and weak.I caused my family's death so it's only fair to say I deserve this every pain I feel is worth it. I deserve this punishment and I'll take it,I just pray the moon goddess forgives me for everything thing I've done all the pain I caused my family,for all the lives I took. I stood up from where I was and start cleaning the rug, I don't want to get him angry at me again I'm too weak to take the pain and my wolf is just in her normal spot at the back of my mind hiding away from everything, whimpering I couldn't help the scoff that came out of my mouth "pathetic" she just curl at the back of my head more using her paws to cover her eyes I shake my head, sometimes I wonder why I have her because she's so useless she can't heal me or even try to communicate with me everytime she senses danger shes gone. When I'm done with cleaning up I lay on my bed whimpering, my body hurts everywhere,I close my eyes trying to get some sleep so I can get up early tomorrow and try not to mess things up.