the street of san Dublin
The Street of San Dublin wasn't exactly a place you'd find in a postcard. As Liam knew all too well, it was a place etched with hardship. The cracked pavements seemed to whisper stories of desperation, a stark contrast to the pristine streets downtown.
Growing up Catholic on this street meant faith was as much a part of you as the Dublin accent. Every Sunday, Ma would drag me to Mass at St. Teresa's, the scent of incense battling the ever-present stench of stale beer that seemed to cling to everything in San Dublin. Father Michael preached about hope and redemption, but out on the street, those words felt distant, like a forgotten language.
Da… well, Da was a different story. His job was a mystery, a closed book I couldn't decipher. He always provided, made sure there was food on the table, but the source of that income was always shrouded in secrecy. Late nights, hushed phone calls, meetings with men whose faces I never saw—it all added up to a life lived in the shadows. Ma never pried, and I learned early on not to ask questions. Some things were better left unsaid on The Street of San Dublin.
Survival wasn't a choice; it was a daily hustle. Out there, the government's promises of a "better tomorrow" were just whispers in the wind, drowned out by the sirens and shouting. They built fancy apartments downtown, but down here, on these cracked pavements, nothing ever changed.
My mum, a nurse at St. Jude's, walked that tightrope every night. Each late shift was a silent prayer, each passing hour a knot tightening in my gut. The street didn't care about her tired eyes or her selfless heart; it only saw a woman alone in the dark. She walked straight, never detouring, never stopping, a ghost in her own neighborhood. The cops turned a blind eye, the politicians didn't care, and the social workers were too scared to even visit after dark.
School? A gilded cage for those who believed in fairy tales. In South Dublin, education was a luxury we couldn't afford. The "good" kids, the ones who tried, were just targets, mugs waiting to be fleeced. My dad, bless his naive heart, tried everything—posh schools, rough schools, even that weird place where we knitted socks like medieval peasants. But I was a square peg in a round hole, always suspended for fighting or beaten for not conforming. The streets were my classroom, and they taught a brutal, honest curriculum.
I was sixteen when it all finally gave way. Eventually, my parents surrendered. They'd exhausted every tactic, from screaming matches to weeks of grounding. I was unteachable, unbendable. And maybe, just maybe, my dad saw a reflection of himself in my defiance.
At first, it felt like freedom. No alarms, no classrooms, no teachers breathing down my neck. But that feeling didn’t last long. Turns out, doing nothing all day eats at you. The street kept moving—people heading to work, shops opening, money changing hands—and I was just there