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“TO HELL YOU CAN! YOU LET THIS HAPPEN! YOU COULD HAVE SEEN IT! YOU PROBABLY DID f*****g SEE IT AND YOU CHOOSE THAT BASTART OVER MY MATE!”
He roars, Carter growls pulling Carly back
“I didn’t see it—-“
“Bullshit! I've known you my entire life! You didn’t care, you decided to let him die, you choose her over Heartly’s happiness and I won’t ever forgive you for this, you won’t ever be responsible for my mate again, now piss off and let me and my mate grieve in peace”
He turns around as he speaks, then freezes when he catches sight of gavin on the ground, a hole in his chest. The sight made bile rise up my throat, I twirl
Just in time to vomit Hadley’s blood up everywhere, as I do it doesn’t stop the pain as it contracts in my chest.
As the sick spews from my mouth I crumble, crying through my puke. He was dead, he was f*****g dead with a hole in his heart! f*****g dead!
This was hell, true hell on earth. Deacon and Jake come with a blanket and they wrap it around gavins body as we sob watching them carefully look after our mate. Desmond sobs into my shoulder as Isla and Ailm grab extra blankets and they wrap them around us.
The old one falls to the ground covered in blood as they wrap fresh ones around our naked trembling bodies.
Suddenly I felt so cold my teeth started to chatter
“She’s going into shock, get into the car Desmond”
Ailm tells us, her face streaked with tears as she leads us towards the car
“Yeah we will bring him home”
Deacon adds, Isla follows after us, pulling joints from her pocket as Desmond takes a seat in the back. She stuffs them in our mouths and lights them up, I hardly even react, not caring if I smoke or not.
“It might help with the shock”
As she says it, Desmond crumbles, his head falling into the crook of my neck and he roars and cries. As he does, my own heart shatters for what felt like the millionth time. But the pain didn’t get better, it only doubled in size. So potent I could hardly breathe as we roar and cry. Everything was gone.
Just an hour ago our life was complete, we had everything because we had each other and now we are missing a piece of the puzzle. A vital piece, one I’m not sure we could live without.
Every time my heart took a beat it broke, tearing a hole the same size as gavins head in my chest. Breaking further with every beat, the pain so unbearable that I just simply could not handle it.
That’s the moment it all goes numb, everything merges, time no longer mattered, where I was, what I was doing, what I had eaten, where I had to go. None of it mattered. Burried in pain I let it all go, letting the numbness take over. I let myself get lost in it so I never had to feel the pain again.
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Hadley’s POV
“What have I done?”
I whisper to Tate as he holds pressure on the wound on my side.
“You did what you thought was right”
He tells me, not looking at my face as he says it. I could feel the hesitation in his tone, like he was saying it to make me feel better and not because it’s the truth
“Bullshit! She did the most selfish thing possible! He was right you know!”
Carter snaps loudly, deacon and jakes head snap towards Carter
“I did see the possibility but I thought no! Never in a million years would Hadley hurt her sister like that! I didn’t even think it was a possibility but obviously everyone has been right about you! You are so f*****g selfish! I can’t believe you have done this! Your lucky I don't strip you off your title and declare you as rogue or better yet let them Kill you!”
He rants, my stomach drops along with my head as I’m overwhelmed with guilt and shame.
“How could you Hadley? How could you do this?”
Mum whispers, I look to her and my heart crumbles, the look on her face breaking me
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mea—“
“Don’t you dare try and make excuses for this, don’t you dare! I didn’t think you were capable of evil but how you have acted today is evil. You need to get your stuff and leave”
Dad scolds me, panic rises up within me, my wolf Mandy starts to whimper
“No, please, I’ll fix this, just let me talk to her!”
“f**k NO! You are banned from my property! Royal or not if you step one foot on my land I’ll let heartly finish what she started”
Deacon roars making my entire body jump
“I agree! Your not to go near her! You have done something unforgivable and now you need to live with it. Carly heal her and get her out of here”
Hunter snaps, he couldn’t even look at me, instead he glared at Tate. I could feel his nerves through the bond, feel his fear incase they decide to kill me but I know my family, I know they wouldn’t actually kill Me
“Wouldn’t we?”
Carter shouts at me before he adds
“Cause I didn’t think you were capable of killing your twin sisters FATED MATE but you still did it so don’t bet on nothing! I’d take your brothers advice and get the f**k out of our sight!”
I look to each of them ashamed of my actions as Carter marches over to Tate, he shrivels up in fear as Carter places his palm out to him
“Your royal pass NOW!”
“What you can’t take that”
I go to argue, Carter growls throwing his aura out and pushing it over me, I gasp as every vein in my body tries to shrivel up and die a slow lonely death. My heart physical stops beating as Mandy freezes inside me.
“I can't? You should remember who the f**k your talking to young lady and don’t f*****g forget it, I’ll be taking your pass to limit your ability to cause another f*****g disaster in our families name!”
Tate shakes as he pulls out his wallet, his body trembles as he opens it up, unable to breathe as he pulls the pass from his wallet and he places it on carters hand.
“Anymore trouble from you, any drama that YOU create and try to get out of it using MY NAME or this families name, I will personally find you, dethroned you and throw you in the cellar until you learn some damn manners!!”
He takes the pass and drops his aura stepping away, I had never seen him this angry before, I had never seen any of them this angry before. A feeling I hadn’t felt before flows through me, shame? Regret?
“Are you really? Or are you only ashamed because they hate us now?”
Mandy asks me, she was so angry, i could feel her rage at me, as the shock wears off the anger continues to grow. I had’nt just killed heartleys fated but i had murdered our mate too.
“We both know i am”
I answer, trying not to provoke her
“Really? I dont think you are and thats the f*****g problem, you always act before you think nomatter the consequences and now you have f****d up worse than i could ever imagine. Not only did you kill my mate but i just lost my sister. You may hate her hadley but i dont, i love heartly and hope and now they are lost to us forever”
I close my eyes and take a breath
“Its not true, i dont hate her”
“Well you have a fine way of showing it, i just hope tate trusts us after this”
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