“How f*****g dare you! Seriously that’s up to us! Don’t f*****g mention it again, look what you have done to her” I instantly feel guilty as Desmond scolds his parents. I just hated the thought of him gone, I couldn’t comprehend anyone else’s feelings or thoughts. It hurt too much even thinking of my mine and Desmond’s problems. I hear them talk in muffled voices as I crumble to the ground and rest against the decking, I swing my legs through the fence and rest my head on the wood as I look out at the water, crying in silence. Hope pushes forward and turns grabbing a joint and she lights it, I don’t even fight her for control, I simply did not care about how we looked to others, this was hopes body too so why not let her use it freely like she allows me to use hers. She lights it up

