No Redemption (Completed book 6 of the Atonement Saga)

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“I promise we don’t need to go all the way in order for us to feel Good”

He tells me grinning, I ignore his words and I slam my lips back against his own, kissing him. I feel the vibration against my lips as he groans. Softly swiping his tongue along my bottom lip.

I open my mouth, twisting my fingers in his hair, he moves with me as he lays me gently on my back in his bed, his chest gently presses against my own as he runs his hand down my cheek all the while his c**k brushes against my now wet thigh.

Arousal floods through my body as our skins touch, little shocks of pleasure ripple right through my body as my hips buck against his. His mouth pulls back only slightly, his lips kissing the side of my mouth, my jaw and then my throat, my heart races as his hands run down my ass and thigh before pushing my leg back up towards me.

His c**k skims against my now wet pulsing p***y, I cry out as my eyes roll to the back of my head, his lips suck on my throat before slowly moving to my shoulders

My fingers grasp hold of his shoulders as the pleasure and excitement wash over my body, his tight thick arms ripple under my touch as he skims his finger through my folds.

I groan as he pulls back, watching my face

“Your in control, if you say stop I stop”

“Don’t stop”

I say far to fast, he chuckles dropping his head and pecking my chest softly, then he smiles against my skin as I buck my hips against his own.

He catches both my legs and he pushes them up towards my chest as his lips slowly travel down my stomach, his lips soft as they graze my skin leaving a memory as he moves south.

My heart was racing, excitement and nerves bubbling in my stomach as every touch sends a fresh wave of moisture to my core, my juices freely run down my ass, dripping onto the bed below me.

Desmond’s lips never leave me for even a moment as he slowly licks, kisses and nibbles my stomach, his hands run down my thighs before slowly moving back up my ass and right to my core just as his lips reach my c**t.

I gasp, falling back into the bed as the simple touch sends waves of shocking pleasure through my body, my back arches of the bed as every goosebumps in my body rises.

His tongue slowly rounds my c**t as his fingers slip through my slick folds, my body reacting to every single touch.

His tongue slips between my folds licking up to my c**t as he slowly enters one digit, my body immediately contracts around him as he pushes into my tight hole.

“f**k”

Hope groans in my head, my eyes roll to the back of my brain as he sucks my c**t into his mouth before pulling his finger from within me and adding another.

My insides easily stretch to accommodate him as he curls and twists his fingers inside me. His pulls on my c**t as he rolls his fingers, adding another and slowly pumping them in and out of me.

As he moves my stomach slowly starts to tighten, my head feels light and airy as goosebumps spread throughout my body, my hips jump and react to his touch.

My body starts to tremble and shake as waves of pleasure slowly start to break free from my core as it continues to tighten. His hot breath only adding fuel to the fire, holding onto the unbearably good feeling my body tightens and clenches around Desmond’s hand.

My heart races to an entirely new beat as the coil around my core explodes, blinding me in mind blowing pleasure, my body moves on its own, shaking and trembling as the pleasure ripples through every peace of me.

For years I thought I had felt good just being around Desmond but this was no comparison. It’s like iv been asleep and now my body is finally awake.

I can’t help the scream that breaks through my lips as the high continues to come in waves. Desmond uses his fingers and mouth to help me ride out my orgasm, in time it slowly levels out and my body relaxes.

I was exhausted, satisfied, a little disappointed that we couldn’t complete our bond but so excited that our life together had finally started.

“How do you feel?”

He whispers, climbing up the bed through my legs. I grin wrapping my legs around his waist

“Good, but what about you?”

He shakes his head before he presses his lips against my own then he pulls back

“One step at a time my love, now sleep we have a huge day tomorrow”

He mouths slowly so i could understand, before I could object he rolls out of my legs and he yanks me against his chest kissing my temple.

“He’s right we should rest”

Hope yawns tired after our festivities, I give in relaxing against him, loving the feeling of his breath on my throat and his heartbeat against my back, his touch alone was like medication, so calming and cooling.

It didn’t take long for Desmond to pass out, it was almost immediate in fact but one thought in the back of my head bothered me, I just couldn’t seem to push it out and fall asleep, I couldn’t stop thinking about gavin, what he was doing and how he felt. Everytime I closed my eyes his face would appear. My conscious making me feel so guilty for leaving him behind.

My eyes burned with unshed tears, the thought of him alone, crying in the middle of the woods just wouldn’t leave me. It broke me.

Rolling I climb out of bed and head to the kitchen, hoping a drink would distract my mind from all the thoughts that are centred around the man who was not my mate but felt like my mate.

Grabbing water I head to the couch, pulling on a blanket i take a seat overlooking the view of the lake.

“I can’t believe this is our home, it’s beautiful”

Hope whispers looking out at the moon, closing my eyes. I think back to the sounds of the wildlife, the crickets and frogs, the fireflies and the birds. I remember them all, channeling the sounds and replaying it over and over again in my head.

I remember what Desmond’s voice sounded like, how smooth and manly it felt, I remembered how it felt to hear gavins voice, his tone was much softer, light hearted even but yet still responsible.

It takes a while for my heart to stop racing but as it calms down a sudden sense of relief flows through me, my body finally relaxing as my mind slowly shuts off and I fall asleep.

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Desmond’s POV

I feel her move in bed beside me, opening my eyes I watch as she walks out of the room and up the hall.

18 years, 18 years I have waited to take her home, iv prepared this house for her, I have prepared myself for this moment but one thing I never ever prepared for was the look on gavins face when he seen her, the whimper she let out as I ordered her away from him.

Then there was her nakedness, to her it was so easy and casual but to me her body was for my eyes alone, what I didn’t expect was the desire to watch him see her like that for the first time.

The desire to watch him touch her, the need to touch him myself. Every emotion, thought and hope that I had buried all those years ago come smashing right back into my chest like a tornado.

“We love him, she wants him, let’s keep him”

Deek snaps at me, I roll my eyes shaking my head. He would have marked him 18 years ago if I’d have let him, the only thing that ever stopped him was the fact that we would hurt her by doing so and that is one thing I won’t ever allow.

“Plus there’s the fact your afraid to tell anyone that you are gay”