Judas the first vampire

Cursed by god

I am Judas. Cursed by God who roamed the Earth and shadows in darkness. I was a loyal apostle of Jesus. I also betrayed him Which led to the death and Crucifixion. I tried to return the silver tried to repent. Tried everything to make what was right for the wrong that I had done. The overwhelming guilt I had felt. This sickness in my stomach. This thing on my soul. I could no longer live with myself. And after Jesus died I decided to hang myself. I did die. But God and all his fury wasn't going to let me off so easy. He brought me back to life. He cursed my life to live in darkness and shadows. To be an Apex Predator of living things. To feed on the blood.. To live as the 1st vampire. Silver causes me pain and makes me remember the betrayal Jesus. Would hurts me because Jesus died on the cross of wood. But none of these will ever kill me. I'm doomed to live like this to the end of days. I have walked the Earth for thousands of years. I have slept for some of them tired of feeding tired of creating vampire. Nothing in this life Hold interest for me anymore. Nothing in this life has held any meaning for me..... Until her.

I came across the town in Kansas not much to look out really. But it was a place I could lay Low. Vampire hunters are always after. They want to lock me up use my blood to make them Stronger. So the hunters could have an advantage when they hunt other things vampires wear wolves et cetera. The problem is if they are killed with my blood in them they will become what they hate the most a vampire. I like to call that karma. I have the power to read auras and be able to read Thoughts. I have super speed super strength agility night vision. There are other gifts but they're smaller. I've only ever hunted to guilty in the most evil. Even if the rest of the world knew it or not. I never feed on the pure. There are too many horrors in life those type of people don't deserve any more pain. Not all vampires are like me. Most are driven by the feral need for blood. Innocent or not.

So I decided to lay low in a sleepy little Farmtown in Kansas. I was walking one night looking for dinner then I saw her. A beautiful woman with red hair blue eyes and the most blinding aura you've ever seen. She was standing with friends laughing. It was intoxicating. Her looks her laugh her innocence it drew me in like A magnet. Her smell even pure innocent good. You could tell she would never hurt a fly. I fixated on her. She became an obsession. I wanted to know Her. I wanted and craved to be in her presence. I watched her from Afar learn where she worked and lived. Who was in her life. She had a sick mother that she cared for. She worked as a bartender at night to pay bills. She had 3 girlfriends and an evil boyfriend. The thoughts he had about her all the time made my blood boil. One night I was in the park across the place she worked at. Her boyfriend and 2 of his friends were there. They were playing pool and drinking a lot. I noticed the more he drank the darker his thoughts were towards her. His friends were just as bad they too had an evil thoughts about her. It all came crashing down in one night......

It was 2 AM and the bar was Closing. Patience were saying their goodbyes and leaving. I'll accept Matt and his 2 friends. They waited in the parking area in front of the bar. All of them were way too drunk to drive. Wasn't about to stop them though. Leah finally closed the bar and was locking the door. Just as Leah turned around Matt was there. He was trying to get her to get in the car. So he could take her home he lied. Leah usually walk back-and-forth to work . She walked most places in town. She told Matt no politely. She did not want to get in the car without drunk they were. Even if it was only for a few Blocks. Matt wanted her in the car under the gise of taking her to her house. But his thoughts were not to take her home. His friends were thinking the same as him. All 3 were playing on using her even if she didn't want it. It was all Matt's Idea. Leah was still a Virgin. She was pure and was waiting for her special one. Deep down I think some part of her new Matt was not the one for her. Matt picked up on this. Thought she thought she was too good for him. Which she is but I digress. So to get back at her for his slight he and his friends made a choice to rape her. To drag her to their level and to take away some of the purity and good that she had. To put her in their place as they seen it. Their thoughts were vile. They wanted To hit her. Use her. Degrade her leave her in a mess of blood spit come in tears. Just put me on edge. They kept trying to convince her to get in the car she kept telling them that she was fine and she could walk and for them to have a good night. Matt finally snapped. He yanked her by her arm towards him and back handed her in the face. Do you think you're better than me b****. She held her face with her free hand and tear string down her face. What is wrong with you Matt Lee said as she tried to break free of his grasp. You are what's wrong with me Matt replied coldly. You walk around here with your nose in the air thinking you're too good for me or anyone else for that matter. As Matt's face inch closer to hers angrily. No I don't math Leah cried. It's just you being insecure Leah said.Why did you just slap me Leah said angry and hurt rolling off her. Oh I'm going to do more than slap you Leah Matt replied. Tonight I'm gonna get everything I want and more Matt said inches from her face. She yanked her I'm away no you're not Leah spat. I gotta give it to her she wasn't scared. She has fire in her she was brave. And with that mat lost it... Nature up and flung her over his shoulder. Walk towards the alley whispering yes I am. As he walked towards the alley his friends got out of the car to follow. Lee starts to kick in punch mat it doesn't Phase him. The ice creams for him to let her go. But no one was listening. He places her down and slams her against the brick wall require on the bar. Tears fall down her face she knows what's going to Happen. She know she can't fight 3 men. Fear grips her and I smell it. The only thing stronger was to send the man give off. I was in a dilemma. Do I save her from them and rip them apart reveling in what and who I am. Putting myself in danger. Or do I let them Rape her. I hear Matt's words you are going to be our w****. We are going to use and feel all the holes you have. And like a true w**** you are you're gonna get on your knees in this f****** alley. Aren't you b****. Matt said coldly. Then silence with light sobs. Smack. Answer me w**** Matt Screams. His 2 friends snicker. Leah only sobs more. Before he could say anymore I speed across the street sinking my things into one of his friends neck. He was drained in dead in seconds. Then I took the 2nd friend out. Almost ripping his head completely off. I finally set my sad sights on Matt. He wasn't going to die as quick as his friends. Though I was gonna cause pain and make him suffer. Grab his arm and snap it he screams. I take out his knee with a crunch. He buckles in Is howls In pain.. I'm kneel down to his face ,fangs bared. I start to smell his fear. It was intoxicating. How dare you I say. How dare you touch and hurt and attempt to defile such a pure creature. I snap his wrist. His blue eyes become larger. More fear. You don't deserve to live. You don't deserve the life God allowed you to have. And because of that I'm going to take your life. Send you the h*** where you belong. They do special things to souls that pray on the innocent. And with that I sunk my teeth into his neck. A few seconds later he was drained in dead. I pushed his body away from me. The thud as it slumped to the ground. I stood there looking at her. She was on the ground back to the wall knees to her chest. She was in shock. She was shaking. She couldn't tell what she was more afraid of. The man that was standing before her that had saved her. But was covered in the blood of the men that were going to rape her Brutally. Or the men that now lay dead in the alley. I kneel down and look into her scared bright ocean blue eyes. Are you OK I asked Leah. She destairs and shakes. I promise Leah I'm not here to hurt you. Leah Cox her head to the side and looks at me. You killed Matt and his friends. Yes. I said. You bit into their necks. You move so fast. What are you. Leah my name is Judas. I'm not now or ever going to hurt you in any way shape or form. I could see what they wanted to do. I read their thoughts. What they wanted could he killed you. I couldn't stand by and watch them destroy pure soul. What are you Leah asks. You're not human not all the way she said. No I'm not. I'm Judas iscariot. I am the 1st vampire. I am the original. She freezes then something Flash across her face. Why did you save me. Did you want to kill me yourself. Isn't that what vampires do. I look at her. Only feed on the wicked and evil. Never once have I heard or killed an innocent. I am Drawn To you Leah. I can't explain it. I have to be near you. I have to make sure you're safe from harm. Leah just stares. Are you going to turn me. No I reply. I would never wish this existence upon you. What do we do now. There are 3 dead bodies in this alley she States. Don't worry I'll get rid of them before anyone sees. 1st let's get you home safely. My 1st priority is you. I extend my hand to her. She only stares at it for a long while. Then she slowly reaches out and grows my hand. I gently lived her off the ground. She turns to walk out of the alley. She releases my hand and I walk with her but I don't touch her. She's still in shock and I don't want to make it worse for her right now. We reach her house and I stay on the sidewalk. I watched her walk up to the door and put her keys in and unlocked. She goes to step inside and I turned to walk towards The bar. She starts me when she called. Judas. I turned to meet her gaze. Yes leah. Thank you for saving me. I'm sure I would be dead if it wasn't for you. I look at her and smirk. My one temple showing. It was my pleasure Leah. Now please go in take a shower and try to get some sleep. It's been quite in an ordeal for you. Judas. Yes Leah. Will I see you again. Do you want to. I reply. Yes. She says. I smile. Then I shall see you again Leah.

I close the door. What just happened. A vampire. I thought that was a myth. And to top it off the very 1st one. Judas. Like the man who betrayed Jesus. That Judas. Nah it can't be right. That means hes over 2000 years old. Why did he save me. Why me. And why am I not scared of him. He could have killed Me. What is wrong with me. I should run for dear life. I should take my mom and run. But I get this feeling that what he said was true. He will never hurt me. He saved me. He means sure I got home safe. He could have killed me. Why and God's name did I ask to see him again. Am I that bored with my life that I bring a killer. A vampire. Is it just to bring excitement to my life. No. There is something about him. He looks lost lonely. When I looked into his eyes I seen sadness. My heart broke seeing it. I have to know him. I lay in my bed holding a pillow. Thinking about what just happened tonight.

I cringe. I always knew Matt wasn't from me. I did not realize that there were such evil behind those eyes. That he and his friends wanted to rape and hurt me. All this time. Tears ran down my face. My guardian angel is the 1st ever vampire. It's crazy. It's crazy how things work. What most fear I see a savior. I drove to sleep thinking about the 6' 2 male with black hair and blue eyes. His build his dimple. Something is definitely wrong with me. I need my head checked. I wake up. The sunlight is coming through my window. I grabbed my phone. I look at the clock. S*** 1238. Oh no. A jump. Open the door of my room and hurry into my moms. Mom I am so sorry. I had a long night. I didn't mean to sleep so long. My mom can't walk from the waist down. She has been in a chair for a while. A jump driver in Kansas City where we used to live hit her car paralyzed her. After the accident we moved here. She said too much evil lies in big cities. I agree with her.. I kneeled down beside her bed. I grabbed the nausea to her catheter bag and the pitcher. I begin to drain it. I take it and dump it into the toilet and flush. I return to my mom's room and lift the blankets. Grab whites and begin to clean the mess off my mom. I get her up into her chair and into the shower. I wash your hair wash her off and turn the water off. I dragged her and put her back in her chair to get her dressed. I braid her hair then brought her to the living room. She watches HBO Max while I strip her bed and clean her room and wash her bed stuff.. After I go into the kitchen I begin to make eggs yes I realize it's lunchtime. I also make French toast. I put it on 2 plates and 2 glasses up Orange juice. I will my mom into the dining room and begin to eat. She asked me about my night. I tell her it was fine. How did you get a bruise on your cheekon. Did you fall out of bed and hit your face. I didn't even notice there was a mark on my face I touch it it feels sore. Did I look up at my mother. My eyes start to water. Mom. My lips tremble. What happened she asks. Uh...... Matt. I stopped and I sobbed for a minute. I clear my throat. Matt happened. I told you he was no good. I told you. I told you to get rid of him. I never liked his a**. I know mom. You don't have to say I told you so. At least not right now. What did he Do. Are you okay. Do we need to call the cops. Do you need to be checked out down there. Did he rape you. Mom stop. Silence takes over...... Matt tried to rape me last night he was very drunk. Don't you dare make excuses for him. Mom or not. He was drunk him in his friends. Oh God mom replies. Madays the one who slept me and dragged me into the alley. But all 3 were going to rape me. I was lucky. I got away with some bruises that's it. A man...... It may name Judas came and stopped them. Without him I would most likely be dead. My mom starts to cry and I feel bad. I'm sorry I was not there to protect you she sobs. Mom it is not your fault and how were you to know. Please don't blame yourself. I can't take you feeling guilty. I would like to meet this Judas mom says. I want to thank him for saving my only child from death. Mom I'll ask him. That is if I ever seen him again. I think to myself I hope I do. The rest of the day I felt my mom was being weird as did not stress me out. She was terrified that I was going to work. I left out the part that all 3 were dead. What if Matt comes back. Mom asks Mom asks What if he tries to attack you again. I could lose my only daughter. I put her in bed. I tell her I'll be fine. She still persists. Mom I'll be fine . Geez. I go to Room. I get ready for work and wonder if I'll see Judas again. It's a nice walk nice day lazy streets. I get to work. Look at the bruise wasn't so bad to where I couldn't put makeup and cover it. The last thing I need to be is hounded all night and being asked what happened to my face. Even though I wasn't raped I still feel shame. That I couldn't fight them off and defend myself. The last thing I see myself as is weak. Yes I may be kind caring compassionate don't push me. There is another side. I am redheaded. The night starts as any other. White noise chatter sports on the TV. People mostly regulars coming up in ordering drinks. Some order Appetizers. We are borrowing the service some food cheesesteaks nachos pizza the really small one. Is toward the middle of my shift and I feel someone staring at my back. The hair on the back of my next stands up and fear grips me. I turn praying I don't See Matt. Instead it was just Judas. His blue eyes boring holes into me. Are you alright. His deep voice is somewhat calming to me.... Yes I'm fine really I'm OK. He looks for a long time trying to see if I'm lying. Then his face changes you told your mom what happened. She seen the mark on my face so I told her. I did leave out the evampire part in the fact that all of the 3 guys are dead. By the way my mom wants to meet you and thank you for saving my life And virtue. I blush. I just admitted I'm a Virgin s***. My face is More red. He sees it in smirks. Virgin huh. My mouth drops open. The guy at the bar heard it. You're a Virgin he asked shocked. I turned and walked over to the other end of the bar. Judas follows I'm sorry he says. I didn't mean to embarrass you. It's a very good thing that you still are.. Women like you are hard to find nowadays. Would you drop this topic thank you. I say Crasley. He smiles is dropped. He chuckles. I find myself finding his laugh adorable. For a built strong man to have a dimple and a boy's chuckle This is endearing. I shake my head. He is a vampire a killer. An Apex predator. No no and I look up to see his blue eyes sad and worried looking at me. It's great now I'm even more attracted what's wrong with me. As the night goes on due to stays at the bar. He nurses a glass of scotch not really drinking it. Taking smoke slow small sips. He looks mostly at the TV. But I know when my back is turned or I'm not looking at him. Is he looking at me. Not sure why. Is he here because he cares. Is he here because he wants to make sure that I won't tell anyone what happened. Does he like me. Do vampires find humans attractive. I get lost in my thoughts so much that I didn't notice in me in trying to get my attention. The waitress grabbed my hand and she says my name I jump at a sheer fear and turn white. She apologizes for startling me I relax and get the man's drink. I guess I'm not as OK as I thought. I didn't ask myself if I'll ever be OK again. I look at Judas. He's now full on staring at me. He has no expression on his face he only stares. I wonder what he is thinking. His looks good from warm and even boyish to cold and no motions at all. And for that matter why am I caring what he is thinking. Why am I being drawn to a man I barely know. The one thing I do know is he is a killer. He was created by what who knows to kill. He was made to kill humans to feed on their blood. I shiver. I should be terrified. I should run leave town and never come back. Every muscle is telling me to. But one look from him I'm still calm even. I don't know why but I get the feeling that in this entire world I would be the last person he would hurt. Maybe that's wishful thinking I don't know. I'm pulling out of my thoughts again. Hey Leah. Hi chris. Hey have you seen Matt Lucas or Sean. No not since last night. Well did they say where they were going to when they left last night. No Chris they all left before I closed up. They were really drunk last night. So they probably sleeping it off somewhere. Why. While you were supposed to work on my car today. He didn't Show. I tried to call him and All I got was ringing and no answer. Same with Lucas and Sean. I don't know. He didn't answer when I called him. Maybe he Isn't home. They probably are fishing out of the cabin in the next town. You know there is no phone there for a reason. Yeah yeah you're probably right. Where can I get a beer in a bottle.Sure Anything else. No I think that don't do it. A A dollar. 25 cents Keep the change Leah. Thank you chris. 01 more thing. Yeah I pale a little. Can I get a roll of quarters. For the pool table on the jukebox. Oh yeah sure thing. That's ten dollars. Here you go. OK have fun Chris. Thanks leah. I exhaled. I sighed out of birth I did not know I was holding. Panic started to rush in. F*** I forgot about how many people would notice the 3 were gone. This is a small town. 3 people just disappear people will notice. They will start asking questions. The police will get involved. What if they find their bodies. What if they think I killed them. What am I gonna do. Then I feel hands on Mine. People are watching. I look up at Judas. You must calm your actions. And thoughts. I can see you panic so can others. Only I know what you're thinking. You must Calm your thoughts. Do not worry. No one will ever find them. Yes questions will be asked but you can't panic. You must remain calm when faced with this. You are the last person they'll look at. Because too many people seen them leave when they did you were still closing up. No one was around when they came back. So you have witnesses in an air tight alibi. There are no cameras here or in the alley. One saw anything trust me. I would smell them heard them heard their heartbeat. So please calm down. They would have had no reason to come back that night. Everyone knows that you walk home. If anything the other 3 women had more reasons to kill them than you. Other 3 women I ask. The girlfriends have shown in Lucas and the girl that Matt had been seen behind your back. They have been beaten and rate by all 3 men before. In math side peace had been beaten a couple of times before that. How do you know that Judas. When they were coming for you and there was flashes of what they had already done before to other women. And when I drained them there were memories flooded me with all of the evil they had done to other women as well. Sometimes they went to other towns to rape women together Chris and the other guy here with him have also participated as well. Though it was mostly just those 3. That's why Chris is worried. Why. He's worried because he and the other guy with him knew a mass plans last night. He was going to join both Were. Stop I say. I feel sick Judas Stop. He's just looking at me. How could I not see. How was I so blind and stupid to not see what monsters they were. Well in their defense mat and his gang have been doing this for a long time. Judas says. They got really good hiding who they really are. The moory denied Max advances the more his monster came forward. So all these rapes and beatings. Are all my fault. No Judas says. They were doing this long before you came into town. It 1st started with Lucas's mother. Matt kept coming on to her. Till one day he just took it. She never told. Then when all the other guys found out they set up their own mothers. Each one of them got somebody else's mom. They have been doing this ever since. It's like a predator tasting blood for the 1st time. The thrill of the hunt the excitement of the kill the taste of blood. It turned them feral. They have never killed before but had Matt got you alone he would have killed you. He wouldn't have been able to control the monster side of him. You were a trigger for him.. I was a trigger. Yes Judah said. How. I did nothing to him. It didn't matter if you did. The more he denied him the angry he became. To all came to ahead. Leah I know you don't want to hear this. But he was a monster. He had no empathy. He didn't have the ability to care or have compassion. He only had the ability to mimic the emotions he never was able to feel them. He raped women cause it stroked his ego made of feel powerful. So when you denied him his friends gave him s***. She took his power away. It wasn't the alpha anymore. It's friend seen him as a weaker person because a weaker female turned him down. His eagle took hit after hit because of you. So he attacked other women to get the power back. So his friends would see he was still powerful. You were his trigger on so many levels. Which is why he finally decided to rape and beat you. And with all of his friends joining in he would see and show his friends just how powerful he really was He wanted his friends to see you as nothing. Nothing to deny someone like him. That is what you were nothing you were less than nothing. I'm sorry to tell you all of that Judas said. No it's OK now I have at least a reason as to why. And now I don't have to feel guilty that they died. You probably saved a lot of women from the same fate thank you. I don't think I've said that to you Judas. Yes you did you just probably weren't in too much shock to remember. But you are welcome Leah. Suddenly Jude is stiffened. Anger came across his face. Judas what is it. His jaw clinched and flexed. A death stare in his eyes. He looked ready to kill. judas?