The Man I Should Never Want
The first thing Aria Moonridge noticed when she stepped into the Wintercrest Alpha lodge was the scent.
Not pine.
Not snow.
Not the warm spice of burning logs crackling in the massive stone fireplace.
It was him.
Her breath caught painfully in her chest, fingers tightening around the strap of her overnight bag as something deep inside her shifted—woke—ached.
No.
No, no, no.
That wasn’t possible.
She hadn’t even seen him yet, but her body already knew.
A slow warmth curled low in her stomach, unfamiliar and dangerous, spreading through her veins like liquid fire. Her pulse thudded too loudly in her ears as her wolf—quiet her entire life—stirred for the first time with unmistakable awareness.
Alpha.
Aria swallowed hard and forced herself to breathe.
“Are you okay?” Luna chirped beside her, oblivious as always. Her best friend bounced on the balls of her feet, cheeks flushed pink from the cold, eyes sparkling with excitement. “I told you Valentine week here is magical. You’re going to love it.”
Aria managed a smile. “Yeah. Magical.”
If by magical you meant potentially life-ruining.
Snow dusted the shoulders of Luna’s coat as she pushed open the grand doors, letting warmth and golden light spill over them. The lodge was decorated for the holiday—soft red ribbons draped along the railings, delicate crystal hearts hanging from the chandeliers, fairy lights glowing like stars caught indoors.
Romantic.
Festive.
Safe.
It should have felt safe.
Instead, Aria’s instincts screamed.
Her gaze lifted—
And found him.
Alpha Rowan Blackthorn stood near the hearth, tall and broad-shouldered, his dark coat discarded over one arm as he spoke quietly with two pack elders. Firelight painted sharp lines across his face, catching the faint silver at his temples, the scar cutting through his left brow—one she remembered from childhood stories.
He was older now.
Not the distant, intimidating Alpha she’d known as a girl.
This man was… devastating.
Power radiated from him effortlessly. Not loud. Not aggressive. Just present. The kind of presence that bent the surrounding air, demanded attention without asking.
And when his head turned—
When his eyes met hers—
Aria’s world tilted.
The connection slammed into her like a physical force.
Her knees weakened.
His pupils flared instantly, darkening almost completely as his jaw tightened. The elder's voice faded as he straightened slowly, eyes locked on her with a sharp intensity that made heat flood her cheeks.
The scent thickened.
Her skin tingled.
Her wolf pressed forward, whispering something she didn’t understand—but desperately felt.
Rowan Blackthorn inhaled sharply.
Then, very deliberately, he took a step back.
“Aria,” he said.
Her name in his voice was wrong.
Too deep. Too rough. Like it scraped from somewhere inside him, he didn’t want exposed.
“M-Alpha Blackthorn,” she corrected quickly, dipping her head out of habit.
She’d called him that her whole life.
But now the word tasted strange in her tongue.
His jaw flexed. “You don’t need to be so formal.”
Luna grinned. “Dad, you’re going to scare her off already. Relax! Aria’s basically family.”
Aria flinched at the word.
Family.
Rowan’s gaze flicked to his daughter, then back to Aria—something unreadable tightening behind his eyes.
“Yes,” he said quietly. “Of course.”
But his wolf didn’t believe it.
She could feel that much.
The moment stretched too long, heavy with things unsaid. Aria’s heart pounded painfully as awareness coiled tighter inside her, heat pooling low, humiliating and uncontrollable.
This was wrong.
She had grown up in this pack. Played in the snow with Luna. Shared meals at this very lodge. He had been the Alpha who ruffled her hair once and told her to stay close to the guards during storms.
He was her best friend’s father.
He was untouchable.
And yet—
Her body leaned toward him without permission.
Rowan noticed.
His nostrils flared again.
“Luna,” he said abruptly, his voice sharpening into command. “Why don’t you show Aria to her room.”
Luna blinked. “But I thought we were having dinner together—”
“Now,” he repeated.
The alpha tone snapped through the air.
Luna groaned. “Fine, fine. You’re impossible during festival week.”
She grabbed Aria’s wrist and tugged her away, still chattering as they climbed the wide staircase. Aria barely heard her.
Every step felt like she was walking away from something dangerous.
Something inevitable.
She didn’t look back.
She didn’t trust herself to.
That night, sleep refused to come.
Aria lay awake beneath thick blankets, staring at the wooden beams above her bed as the lodge settled into quiet around her. The wind howled softly outside, carrying distant howls—comforting sounds she’d known since childhood.
Yet her skin burned.
Her thoughts circled one man she should not be thinking about.
Alpha Rowan Blackthorn.
His eyes.
His scent.
The way his voice had wrapped around her name like a warning.
She turned onto her side, pressing a pillow against her chest.
Get a grip, she scolded herself. You’re here for Luna. For the holiday. Nothing else.
But when she finally drifted into sleep, it wasn’t Luna she dreamed of.
It was firelight.
Strong arms she never touched.
And a deep voice murmuring, Mine, like a sin whispered in the dark.
Across the lodge, Rowan stood at the window of his private quarters, one hand braced against the glass as snow fell steadily beyond it.
He hadn’t felt his wolf stir like that in over twenty years.
Not since the night he’d lost his mate.
Not since he’d sworn never to look at another woman the same way again.
Yet the moment Aria Moonridge had walked through his doors—
Everything had broken.
Her scent was wrong.
Too sweet.
Too familiar.
Too devastating.
It had wrapped around his wolf like fate tightening its grip.
“She’s off-limits,” he growled at himself.
His wolf answered with a low, dangerous rumble.
Mate.
Rowan’s hand clenched.
No.
She was his daughter’s best friend.
She was too young for him to even consider.
She was forbidden in every way that mattered.
And yet—
The bond had awakened.
This Valentine's week, under ancient magic and snowbound nights, something older than duty had begun to claim its due.
And if he wasn’t careful—
It would destroy them both.
💘
Valentine’s had only just begun.