Is this too Good to be True

Polar Opposite

The atmosphere in the car was 100 degrees as oppose to an hour back with everyone in it. I was never alone with Jayden - NEVER - I always had Ariana trailing me or one of his friends. We all met each other every day for the last 2 years and that is why my feelings for him had grew instead of Ryder. He had something about him that drew me to him in the first place. Not the guitar, not the looks or the eyes something else I couldn't figure it out to this day.

   The radio was playing a random song - he spoke first "Did u get that internship you were betting on".

He remembered, my heart did a somersault literally - "Yes, I start right after we gradate. I was quite nervous when they interviewed me, I am really surprised I got in."

"hmm, you must be good and obviously not looking this casual."

 I laughed "I was in business formals. I got it from my roommate. I have to shop before I start working there, I have nothing to wear!"

"No girl ever said they have, now did they?" he chuckled.

He was talking with such an ease I felt so comfortable. I could talk to him for a lifetime.

Yes, I talk a lot with people I am extremely close to. I don't believe in small talks or to start a conversation "ever". I just don't know how to.

"Hahaha... off course you would know" I replied.

"Yup. I would" he turned towards the road in a deep thought.

"Anyway, what are you planning to do. Did you get a big gig or join a famous band already" excitedly turned in my seat, I placed one of my leg on the car seat and the other was dangling I rested my back towards the car door. So that I could admire his face for as long as I can.

"No. I will work for my father." he said with a straight face. I know he absolutely disliked doing anything but sing.

"You could always use social media and put up songs I love your voice." he turned to look at me when I said that and smiled that kind of smile that touches his eyes not the fake one, he carries around. Just then I pulled out my phone and quickly snapped his picture.

He was so surprised "Hey, no pictures ma'am". he tried to playfully snatch the phone while driving with one hand. I caught his hand and intertwined my fingers in them to stop him from taking my phone. They felt so moist in mine so warm. I could kiss him right now and feel his lips warm against mine.

I brushed that thought off and let go of his hand. He pulled my hand back in his and drove like that till we reached our dorm.

That felt so pure so good. Fact check - I am a virgin. I have never had a boyfriend never been kissed. Never.

I was about to say bye and get down when I saw him opening his car door. I have never called any one of my friends to my dorm. These were rich kids with their own apartments off the campus or stayed in their parents’ mansions on the upper east side. He had his own apartment - privacy much! Also he never spoke much about his mum or dad

I saw him walking across the car and taking my hand again in his and walked the way up. I didn't object - all our friends were off campus and no one would see us like this. And anyway friends holds hand all the time, don't they!!

He's single I am single - No harm!

I unlocked my dorm room and tossed my books and bag on the bed. My roommate is never there, and I don't pry on her privacy or call to check when she'll come back. Its none of my business.

"So, this looks cozy". He looked at the bonsai plants and big cushions and the comforter and patted my bed, saying that - he was smiling and playful.

I have never seen him like this - now I know why every other girl falls for him. It’s this velvety voice and light brown eyes along with his charm he must make them feel so comfortable. Just like me.

I can see how horribly wrong this can be if I fall for him. It will mess up my emotions and heart! I don't date or sleep around just because I am in college. I have morals and common sense.

I honestly wanted to shower and use the bathroom, but I didn't know how to say that to him (inexperienced much?) and leave him alone in my dorm. Just then his phone rang and without a word he left.

I took my queue - that maybe this was as much of him I get to myself before the reality of him being waaaaaaaaay out of my league kicks in.

He's a Greek god and I am a commoner!

I pick up my shampoo and clothes and walk off to the common showers. Living in dorms has its own drawbacks and I hated that one. I washed my hair with blossoms cherry shampoo and conditioner then I used a lemon and citrus body wash to rinse my body. I was done in 15 mins and after drying myself and putting my hair up in the towel I applied my cocoa body butter and put on my PJ set and walked to my room.

I almost turned back as I thought I was in a different room - loo behold! Jayden was lying in my bed totally taking a nap? I thought for a second to wake him and ask him to leave but he slept with an angelic face I didn't want to.

I undid my towel let my hair loose and sat on the floor with my back towards the bed with my laptop and finished up a little work I had to do.

In about 10 mins I was way too sleepy, and I wanted to nap because I hardly slept at all last night. Without giving it much thought I lay in a small space next to him without disturbing him.

Friends take naps together - don't they!!

After I don't know how long I felt a hand across my stomach and hot breath on my neck right next to that spot that turns me on.