Chapter 47: Crossing Forbidden Lines ~ Damon’s POV I ran upstairs to grab a condom, my heart racing as disbelief swirled through me. It still felt like a dream. I was about to grab a condom—one that I would use to f**k the s**t out of Ava. It was that feeling when you can't believe something you've always wanted is finally happening. My hands trembled as I opened the drawer. It felt like I was living someone else's life. Like it wasn't me… like it couldn't be true. All this while, I’d kept my desires buried, sweeping them under the carpet and trying to get over them. I kept forcing myself to be nothing more than Ava's brother-in-law. Those times felt like hell. I kept trying to keep our relationship all smiles and polite hellos, but deep down, I wanted to f**k Ava whenever I needed to.

