We Are Forever

I was so nervous for tonight. Me and my boyfriend Adam had been going steady for 6 months and tonight was the night. I was going to give myself to him fully. We had talked about having s*x quite a bit over the past month and while I feel he is being pushy on the matter I do want to share my body with him. He would be my first and when I told him that he became very excited. We are both seniors in high school. I just turned 18 and he is going to be 19 next weekend. I just had to hurry up and get to school to tell him my parents were going to be gone for the weekend visiting my Aunt Jenna a few hours away. We used to live in Tennessee by Aunt Jenna but we moved to North Carolina a few years ago. I don’t look anything like my parents as I am adopted. While both my parents have brown hair and my dad has brown eyes and my mom had green eyes I am a red head with blue eyes. But my parents couldn’t be any better for me if they had made me themselves. They were good parents and I am so lucky to have them. But that doesn’t mean I am not excited for them to be gone for the weekend. The bus pulls up at the school and I hurry off to find Adam. Students are usually out in the student parking lot right now so I head that way hoping to find Adam. He isn’t hard to spot standing with his friends by his sporty black car. His friends don’t like me very much and I don’t understand why. “Hey Marie what’s going on?” Adam says as he wraps his arm around my shoulder. His friends Dustin, Max, and Axel are all giving me glares as I try to pretend they aren’t around. I’m uncomfortable around them but Adam says they always look that way. “Oh not much just wanted to come find you. Can I talk to you about something real quick before we have to head to class?” His friends are still glaring my way. “Hey fellas I’ll catch up with you later!” As they walk off I can’t help but feel nervous for this. I also can’t shake the tension I always feel around his friends. I’m really a loner at school. I don’t have friends and no one talks to me. I’m not sure why but it’s always been that way. Until about 7 months ago when Adam approached me that is. “So my mama said her and dad are leaving tonight around 4 to go to my Aunts place a few hours away. They will be gone all weekend. I figured maybe you could come over and we can hang out or maybe something else we have been talking about for a few weeks now?” I know my face is 5 shades darker and looking closer to tomato red. I can’t even bring myself to look at him. “Are you saying your finally going to let me have my wicked way with you? I knew you wanted me and now I may make you beg before I touch you!” Adam seems rather rude about it and it’s starting to make me regret talking to him about it and wish I could take it back. “Well I mean we have only been together for about 6 months so it’s not like that’s a long time. But if your going to be mean about it maybe we should wait some more.” I wanted to do this with him but sometimes he can be such an asshat and make me change my mind. “Oh no. I will be at your house around 7 tonight. Make sure your ready for me. And if you think I am being mean it’s because you have made me wait to long to have your body. I will see you later.” Then he walks off leaving me in the student parking lot. I grab my book bag and after making sure my phone is on silent make my way into the building. I hope I’m not making a mistake. School was boring as usual. I only have 4 classes a day and they last an hour and a half each and I get 30 minutes for lunch. I’ll be so glad when I finally graduate. As I get on the bus and head home I start getting more nervous for what’s to come tonight. I have a feeling something is going to happen to change my life forever but I don’t know what. After I get off the bus and head into my house I toss my book bag onto the table in the dining room and head to the kitchen to grab a soda and make myself a small salad. “Marie honey is that you down there?!” Mom yells from upstairs. She must be packing hers and dads bags for the weekend. “Yeah mom I’m home. Did you need help with anything?” I say as I walk into moms room with my salad in one hand and my drink in the other. Her bed is covered in clothes for her and dad along with two suitcases and a toiletry bag. It looks like she is packing for a small vacation instead of a weekend away. “No I got this sweetie. I just can’t decide what to take with me yet. I’ll figure it out. How was school today?” “School was school. Adams friends kind of creep me out but he says they don’t hate me so I don’t know how to feel about them. Otherwise nothing new.” “Remember I don’t want anyone over here while we are gone. I know your 18 and not a child but I am serious. Also I put some money in my jewelry box and I left the key in my bathroom drawer. This way you can order in if you want or you can get your own groceries. My car keys will be on the table in case of an emergency or if you need to go to the store.” Mom starts telling me all the things I already know and frankly she doesn’t have to worry since I have no friends. I’m not worried about Adam being over though because he isn’t going to raid their liquor cabinet and break windows. “I know mom and I will be fine. What time will dad be home?” “He should be here any minute. He said when he gets here he wants to get right on the road to beat some of the rush hour traffic.” “Alright we’ll I’m going to finish my salad and get some homework done so I don’t have to do it Sunday plus I have a quiz Monday. I love you mom have a safe trip.” I say as I walk out of her room after hugging her. After I finish my salad I throw it in the trash downstairs and grab my book bag and head to my room. I decide I will order a pizza tonight since my parents won’t be home and it won’t make a mess in the kitchen. Not long after I get to my room dad gets home and he gets the suitcases mom packs and brings them to his car. Then they both go over the rules with me and leave the house. We live on a quite street and in a nice little 2 story house with a fenced in yard. There is the master bedroom that my parents share with a stand up shower and jacuzzi tub and my room and my private bathroom upstairs and downstairs is a guest room and a small bathroom off the laundry room that has a toilet, stand up shower, and a small sink. It’s big enough for us since I have no siblings. After getting my pepperoni pizza and eating a slice I put the rest in the fridge. I then make way into my bathroom and climb into my garden tub after filling it with my French vanilla scented bath oils and lavender bubble bath. I shave everything important and think about what to wear. I have a couple hours before Adam gets here but I want to be ready early. I decide on my light pink sheer bra and cheeky panty set under one of my favorite silk night shorts and tank top sets in black. I already decided not to put any make up on since I never wore it before unless necessary. But I do blow dry and straighten my hair. I also add my vanilla scented body lotion to my legs. The whole time I am getting ready butterflies are flying in my stomach and my hands feel clammy. By the time I finish getting ready it’s already almost 7 and I know Adam will be here any minute so I head down stairs. Sure enough as soon as my feet hit the bottom step I hear a knock at the door. My heart is beating so fast and I am starting to feel nauseated. After taking a deep breath I walk and open the front door to see Adam looking arrogant as ever with a smirk on his face. “Alone at last.” Is the only thing he says before he makes his way into the house. He quickly closes and locks the door before he pins me to the door with his body and kissing me. It’s not a slow and romantic kiss. Oh no. He means business. It’s punishing and hard. He forces his tongue into my mouth and bites at my lips. His kisses are usually gentle and pleasant. This is anything but that. He leaves my mouth and trails kisses down my neck to my collar bone before he lifts me up by my ass. Wrapping my legs around his waist as he climbs the stairs and darts into my room. He puts me on my feet before he strips me of all my clothes and starts kissing and sucking all over my breasts and neck. “Get on the bed.” He tells me while he starts removing all his clothes. After I get in the middle of my queen size bed up on the pillows I start to feel self conscious. I know I’m not ugly but no one has ever seen my body naked before. My body is slim but my hips flare out to give me a slight hour glass figure with a tiny waist and my breasts are a good handful. My legs are thicker on my thighs. And my calves are strong due to many days walking around. The bed dips as he gets on next to me and he runs his hands all over my body causing goosebumps. My heart is racing as I feel his hands on my body. His fingers tug and pull at my n*****s as he starts to kiss my neck again. I feel his hard c**k against my leg as he leans over my body to pull my n****e into his mouth. It feels so good I can’t help but moan out and hold his head to me. I jump a little when I feel his fingers touching my folds. “Mmm someone is all wet. I wonder if you taste as good as you smell. Guess I will just have to find out.” He brings his fingers to his lips and sucks them clean while watching me. I am so nervous while he watches me. He grabs my hand and leads it to his hard c**k. He wraps it around and moves my hand up and down on his member while I watch our hands move together. I feel his fingers probe at my entrance and tense up a little. “Relax this is going to help spread you some and get you ready for me.” He whispers huskily in my ear as I try to get my body to listen and relax. It feels strange and a little uncomfortable but not painful when he gets a finger in and starts moving it around. It is distracting me a little from what my hand is supposed to be doing so I try to focus on moving my hand on him. But then he adds a second finger and that really is much more difficult then just the one finger. “ I can’t wait anymore I have to be inside you.” Next thing I know he has my legs spread around his body and is thrusting inside of me. “Oh! Wait wait it hurts!” I wail as I wasn’t prepared for his penetration. “I’ll hold still while you adjust. Just try to relax.” He says above me. I look up at him and realize there must be some discomfort for him as his face is scrunched up. It looks like he is focusing on something very hard. His black hair hangs in his face and his brown eyes are closed and lips pursed. After a few minutes the pain lessens some so I experiment a little and lift my hips some sliding him in just a bit deeper and find the pain gone and left with just a little pressure but mostly feeling full. “I’m okay you can move now.” I say softly to him. “Thank God because I have got to move” he says huskily. When he pulls out a little I watch and see a bit of blood smeared on us but quickly forget it as he thrusts all the way into me. He grunts as I hiss out. “Damn your so f*****g tight. Gonna f**k this little p***y raw.” I dig my fingers into his arms as he thrusts in and out of me fast and hard. My bed is shaking and squeaking and hitting the wall. Then he hits a spot inside me and it makes me moan out as my entire body is filled with tingles. “Oh yes Adam right there” He keeps hitting the spot over and over. It feels so good but something is happening. “Adam something is happening. What’s happening?” My breath comes in faster and I can’t stop moaning. “Yes your going to c*m baby. Come all over my d**k I want to feel it.” He groans out above me. I feel this ball build in my belly as pleasure washes all over my body. I hear a long and load moan and realize it’s coming from me. “Yes baby your p***y is squeezing my d**k so good. I’m gonna c*m girl hold on.” I’m still coming down to earth when he thrusts really fast and then thrusts all the way in and stills as he groans in my ear. “That was so good.” He says “Yes it was.” He pulls out and climbs off me as he starts getting dressed while I get under my covers to watch him. “Wont you stay the night?” “Nah I can’t. I really don’t see this going anywhere so I think it’s best if I head out.” He said while looking at his phone. “What do you mean you don’t see this going anywhere? Are you kidding! We have been together for months and just had s*x and now you wanna break up?” I am completely shocked and mad. How dare he do this now! And he still won’t look at me! “It was fun while it lasted but honestly this was never anything serious to me. You see Dustin, Axel, Max and I had a bet I couldn’t get you to have s*x with me before 8 months. We are at 6 and so I won. Hundred buck from each of them. I must say it’s a great win.” He says coldly while walking out of my room. I hear the front door shut and run down to lock it before going back to my room with tears running down my face. That’s when I notice the red blood stain on my pink sheets and feel the wetness between my legs. The fucker didn’t even use a condom! I change the sheets and after cleaning myself off I climb into my bed where I cry myself to sleep.