My terrifying mate

Guilt

  Beatrice POV

    "Well like I said before I met him at the bar in the neutral zone." I say without hesitation.

     "But you known him before that. From what I gathered in the story Sarah stayed here with you." He argued back.

     "Yes but at age 5 my power showed up and I nearly burn half of my school down." He stared confused." So Sarah took me away for 7 years. Then at age of 12 I shifted for the first time and we came back here. No one but your father knew that I gone to that bar. Every year we would meet up there. But last year he asked me to come over few days early as he wanted me to meet someone." I said without letting him cut in.

    "What?" He looked confused. "Do you know who?"

     "No, but I arrived few day early as he asked and he was stubborn to pick me up. When the plane arrived we go message that there is some terrorist attack going on and they will be taking us different way. As we left the planes I could smell rouges." Pain brushed against my heart." I could smell you father and Ashley too. Then loud bang cut the silence and I automatically run to see if they were ok. People were trying to stop me but I pushed them away. I remember that at that time it felt like I have been running to hours." I stopped to get up from the chair and get some air. I looked out the window. The night was so peaceful and mood goddess was looking down on us today." I remember running into this massive building seeing some man in the middle and laughing. Then I see a body. Your father." I stopped to sob for a moment. It felt like I seen his death again it was horrible. Then I felt sparkles flying under my skin as Jacks arms wrapped around my waist. I jumped up, but after few seconds I felt a peace.

     "He died because he wanted to pick you up. Everything just happened at a wrong time." He whispered next to my ear. I have never cried in front of anyone."I'm sorry, I blamed you for his death." I could feel few more tears drop. This is first time some said that to me I could feel free. I didn't feel weak. 

     I used my hands to brush away the tears. "When I seen his body, I went on rampage. I only could see red. When I got back to my senses the airport was painted in blood. I made my way out to see how Ashley was but the moment he seen me. He told me I was a monster and broken girl." His grip on me tightened " So since then I started to hide me. I became nice and kept my wolf within me."

   "I bet they don't think like that anymore." I could sense he was trying to comfort me.

    "Really? You don't think I'm a monster?" My brow was up as I faced him.

    "I dont. I would have done everything the way you did." His eyes were sparkling with honesty.

    "Well sadly the rest thinks I'm a ticking bomb that can be trigger by anything." I pushed him away from me hard enough for him to stumble back and fall. He looked at me with surprised eyes." I will show you how others see me. I will not stay here to train. I will go hunt my enemies one by one. And you gone see how they think about me." I turned and stood on the windowsill before jumping out."Hopefully we will see each other again. Jack Darkwood " Smiling I jumped. In midair I shifted. The fur that I haven't seen in a year has appeared. The same colour of my hair. The last cracks of my bones before I landed perfectly and dashed into the woods. Leaving Jack to witness how my "family" and "friends" think of me.