Lies that you told me GXG (ON HOLD)

Valerie POV Love, four letters, one word. It's the word that used to get out of my mouth so often. But now, I can't even bring myself to say it. The pain I'm feeling at this moment can't be seen physically but I can feel myself being destroyed inside as I think of her. I hold my hand up and ask for another bottle of beer. I want this pain to go away as soon as possible. But why isn't the alcohol taking it away yet? I reach for my cell phone inside of my pocket. I open it and immediately tap on her photos. I can feel myself tearing up as I look at her photos, Why didn't she stay? Why did she leave me? And most of all why did she hurt me? I treasure the memories of her in my mind every day since she left me hanging in the air. I softly caress the screen of my phone as her picture is on. I drink the amount of alcohol left in my mug and put it down with a loud thud. People in the bar turn their heads at me but I pay them no mind. ''Here's your beer Val.'' says my best friend/server, Allison. She shakes her head as she stares at me with a disappointed look. '' I hate seeing you like this Val.'' ''Like what? Tearing up over a breakup?'' I spat at her upset. ''No, moping here about a woman who left you 4 months ago and now she's married to a man.'' I can't help but feel a sting in my heart at what she said. She already moved on but I'm still here, stuck in the hole that I fell in, trying to dig my way up. But it's not easy, I underestimate how my heart works. And now I'm hurting. I grab the bottle and drink it up without pouring the liquid into my glass. I can feel the alcohol finally kicking in. My vision is a haze but I ignore it and take a sip more of my beer. I wipe the tears off my face with the back of my hand and continued on drinking. Moments later I can feel myself getting numb. This is what I wanted, yeah, this is what I want. I thought to myself. I'm about to finish the bottle when I hear a raspy voice to my side. I turn to look but I can't see their face clearly since in this state I'm sure enough that I'm drunk, completely. I can feel the person's presence getting nearer. But I didn't pull back. Soft lips slowly touching mine, I didn't respond at first but when the person places their hands on my waist and their kisses turn more aggressive I finally move my lips with theirs. The person's left-hand leaves my waist and moves to my low back then to my bottom. The stranger softly squeezes my ass which caused me to gasp, opening my mouth wider that permits their tongue to enter my mouth. Our lips move in sync, I can hear moans getting out of the stranger's mouth. It sounds high pitch and the stranger's lips are soft, so I'm thinking this stranger is a woman. My hands move on their own, snaking around her waist, pulling her closer to my body. I can feel her warm breath on my neck, ''Yours or mine?'' She whispers as she teasingly nibbles on my earlobe. '' Yours,'' I answer, with that said she holds my hand and stand up from her seat. She reaches something in her bag and put it down on the table. She pulls me up and we immediately left the place. She hailed a taxi, on the way to her place I can feel her touching my private parts but I don't care. I want to feel something other than pain, even if it has to be lust. I want to forget her. When we get out of the vehicle, we made out as we walk our way inside her apartment. She pushes me slightly on her door as she put butterfly kisses all over my neck. I lean back to give her more space, she nibbles on my skin as she caresses her way down on my body. Her hand slowly entering my panty. Her right hand holding the back of my neck as she kisses my lips with hunger. ''You're beautiful.'' She whispers inches away from my face. Her left hand touching my c**t which made me arch my back. I hold her left hand, she stops. '' Don't you think we should take this to bed.'' I can't really see her face clearly but I can see her smirk before she nods. She removes her hand off of my body and punches in the code to open the door. I heard a click, she drags me into her apartment. She starts removing my clothes as she kisses me. Her soft hands caressing my skin ignites the fire that has been put off since she left. A cold metal touches behind my skin before she gently pushes me down her soft bed. All I can see is her luscious lips and her glowing green eyes that stare at me with lust. Her right-hand moves to my left breast, her finger kneading my n*****s as she sucks on to my right breast as she grinds her soaking wet entrance on my thigh which earned a groan for me. I need her down there! I scream internally. The God seems to hear me, the woman slowly separates her mouth away from my right boob, placing butterfly kisses on my navel then to my sensitive bundle of nerves. ''mmmmnnn!'' I moan as I clutch the bed cover. I lift my hips when I feel her mouth moving closer to my c**t. '' Babe, this is just the beginning,'' She says before diving into my flower. She kisses every corner of my p***y before licking the lips of it. I flinch every time her tongue touches me. Her finger caressing my inner thigh adding more fuel to the fire inside me. She thrust her three fingers in my entrance as she pleasures my bundle of nerves with her tongue. I can feel myself melt in every thrust she makes. Her thumb took over, her mouth captures mine. I can feel my walls tighten as she continues to thrust in and out of me. I pull away from her as I feel myself c*m, My breath is uneven as she pulls her finger out of me. She looks at her finger for a moment before licking the liquid off of her fingers. She leans closer before whispering '' You are delicious,'' And with that, I can feel my eyelids getting heavier. Before I close my eyes I can feel her leave a kiss on my lips. To be continued.